ChristinaCat85's Journal

ello babies!

and almost Merry Christmas!

gah hasnt the year flown by? so crazy.

this year has been quite eventful.

a big time roller coaster for me.

last week, i thought my world was totally ruined. i didnt know how i was gonna pull myself out of that one. i know i mightve seemed like i was strong and i was handling it with grace but as i said several times, i was a mess...

but shockingly, things are looking up...big time.

me and mom got some money so we could get Christmas gifts for people thanks to awesome members of my family and so that is great cause i was really down about that.

and out of nowhere, seriously OUT OF NOWHERE...i met this really really great guy.

it literally happened out of nowhere, im still sitting here like WAIT WHAT?

but yeah we've been talking every chance we could get since we met...

you know how you meet someone and you just click instantly?

thats how it was.

he asked me out on a date for monday night so that's exciting.

i know it seems like its too soon and all of that, but one thing ive learned from life is that

it is short, and not to pass up something that you have a good feeling about.

and im pretty sure that my ex isnt coming back...hes done with me and doesnt want me, i cant make him love me so, yeah..

but i have a good feeling about this, so im gonna test out the waters and see how it goes.

even if we end up just being friends, at least i gave it a try right?

so yeah thats had me in a great mood cause hes really awesome to talk to and he keeps me smiling and laughing. hes lovely.

but aaanyways.

im so excited for Christmas!

i got some good deals on stuff for my family and i think they'll like what i got them and i just love Christmas in general. its such a happy time :)

and the food is soooo damn good lol

we made fudge tonight that is just sooo scrumptious yummies.

ive totally been jammin out to the old Hanson and NSYNC Christmas cds...

dont judge. theyre awesome. love them! lol

me and jimmy and mom went christmas shoppin monday and me and jimmy went today and omg we had SO much fun. eventhough it was insanity cause so many people were out!

i love my mommy and jimmy, theyre lovely :)

and this past weekend i spent the weekend with blair and tyler at their apartment and we had SO much fun. it was great to get out of the house and get my mind off of things. it was seriously awesome.

okay im done rambling! haha

so , i hope all of yall have an amazing Christmas!

and a special shout out to Amber cause shes one of my very favorites and she keeps me

in line and smiling. love you girl <3

Merry Christmas

(or which ever holiday you may be celebrating <3)