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ChristinaCat85
Female, 24, WhereEveriLandToday, MS
"im a nervous wreck. the drugs just make me reset. knockonceforthefathertwicefortheson threetimesfortheholyghost"
3:56am Saturday
take my hand and we will run away down to a place that i know Mood
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 | A General Update story

a journal from me has been demanded from a lovely lady on DS lol so here goes.

 

 

i had a really fun weekend. me and my bff jimmy hung out a lot and we had sooo much fun. ive sort of kept to myself for the past few months cause  this whole fibro thing attacked me and it messed me up mentally, which im sure most of you have noticed. but im feeling a lot better lately. my boyfriend has made me feel like my old self again, better than that. he seriously saved me.

 

it was blair's birthday this weekend but i didnt get to see her cause i didnt have the gas or gas money to drive that far away but i made her a video and a cute card and stuff :) we'll have a birthday re-do.

 

had a bit of drama here today. my druggie cousin busted into my house, literally, just walked in. he was so high that he was stumbling and didnt know who jimmy was, eventhough hes known him since 2004. he almost fell on jimmy and almost fell 3 more times while trying to walk back outside to get a cig from my dad. he told us he had taken a soma(sp) and that it was okay cause thats non narcotic, but he couldnt even say narcotic cause he was slurring so bad. so i called my dad while he was stumbling out there and my dad made him leave. my mom called her brother (my cousins dad) and told him what happened and asked him to come get my cousin's cell phone and he informed us that he didnt even have a working cell phone and the one he had brought down here had been turned off since june. thats how messed up he was. he was just carrying around a cell phone that he cant use. so obviously, he took more than one of whatever he was messed up on. after that my cousin ended up calling down here asking if he had come over here today or yesterday and if we had his 30 dollars...he was totally MESSED up. so finally FINALLY. my uncle came down here and cought him completely messed up off his rocker. he and his exwife(my cousin's mother) are meeting up tomorrow and discussing what to do with him. more than likely theyre gonna commit him. i honestly dont care what they do with him at this point, i just dont want him down here. im sick of him flinging me into anxiety attack mode. i shouldnt be afraid to be in my own home.

 

so yeah. done with ranting about that lol

 

dad is finally doing better and back to work.

im finally mostly over the plague i had. i still have this horrid cough every once in a while but nothing like it was.

 

ive been quite happy lately though, despite really bad pain. other than that, i cant really complain. i rhymed!

 

so yeah. thats my semi-boring journal/life update lol

 

mucho loves to yall!

 

 

 

Christy

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  1. InsomniacM

    It's great that you had a fun weekend! Thank God they're finally doing something about your cousin! Whew! :hugs:


    InsomniacM

  2. MrsBarker

    YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY for so many things! 1. You wrote a new journal. 2. You are feeling better. 3. Your bf helped pull you through a rough time and that you are feeling more like yourself again. 4. Your uncle finally got to see your cousin at his worst and is actually going to do something about it.. :) All good things. OH!! And that your dad is feeling better and is back to work. Too bad you couldnt go see your friend on her bday, but I'm sure when you guys do get to hang out, it will be lots of fun. Thank you for the journal!!! Hugs


    MrsBarker

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