ChristinaCat85's Journal

everytime that target commercial with the jonas brother's singing comes on, it makes me wanna sing and dance. it is fun fun. plus theyre hot.

what an odd thing to start my journal with lol

so yeah, its been raining for like 3 days now. my yard is going to turn into a small pond. i dont really mind the rain other than the fact that i feel like i got run over by a steam roller. not cool!

i found an opening for a secretary job and applied for it. i reaaally really really hope i get it.

i actually want to work. how crazy is that? lol

as some of you have probably seen by now, i have a goal to lose 10 pounds by my birthday. well, i want to start walking again in order to help accomplish that goal but i dont have anyone to walk with me cause my mom's foot is messed up, so i'd have to walk alone. now thats not a problem but, there is a problem with me being scared shitless to walk down my own road cause there are drug addicts and dealers going up and down this road a LOT and ive already had a scary run in with one of them so im not walking alone. i dont care to be killed.

me and my sister in law are going to be looking into a way to get them busted down at that house cause we're tired of this shit.  ugh it makes me angry lol so thats all i'll say about that right now.

but since i cant go walk, im just gonna use our little exercise bike thing and play DDR everyday like i was doing. hopefully that'll do the trick. lol my eating isnt really a problem cause honestly, i rarely eat. my appetite is screwed.

lately my granny hasnt been doing so good. shes dealt with depression and anxiety for years and shes been going through a bad spell of depression for about 3 months now. my mom went to the doctor today and theyre referring her to a psychiatrist so hopefully they can help her out. shes soo skinny and she just doesnt seem like herself at all. its really devastating and we're all having a hard time seeing her like this. i really hope that she can get help from this doctor though. i want my old granny back and i think that this could help her get back to her normal self.

my sister in law got a laptop just like mine and shes been over here hanging with us alot and she lets me charge my laptop with her cord since i dont have mine anymore so ive been getting to use my laptop for a few hours everynight. i need to hurry up and send that off. lol procrastination much? lol i just keep getting sidetracked. the past few weeks are a blur. its also her and my big brother's anniversary today. theyve been married 8 years. oh lord i feel old. i still remember being in their wedding like it was yesterday lol

im rambling. lol

okay im gonna shut up now! just a random pointless update. hooray.

i hope everyone's week has started out good :)

love love

Christy