MegerrBabiie

About Me

Life right now is not so peachy...At all. It's stressin me out to even think about writing this. Basically for about 4 years now life has been really really hard. I've been a worrier my whole life, but in grade six things just started to get worse and worse until now(I'm in grade 10). I don't enjoy anything in life anymore and feel like I'm living in a daze. I worry about everything possible and feel anxious constantly. Everything in life is 10 times harder than it should be. But it's my mind that makes it that way. It's super negative and in a way, seems to work against me? I don't know. I've gone to different people and tried different things, and the most recent seems to think I have OCD, but in a different way. I don't wash my hands ten times a day, see disturbing things in my mind ten times a day, so I'm a bit confused. I have obsessive thinking patterns I think. Also I have no confidence and care way to much what people think of me. I can't be myself around anyone, and can talk to very few people without panicking about what I'm saying in my head. Nobody would know though, because I ramble on about stupid things not being myself at all. I Smile pretty much all the time and laugh a lot...I hope one of these days I'll actually be as happy as I look & the smiles will actually be real.*

Life right now is not so peachy...At all. It's stressin me out to even think about writing this. Basically for about 4 years now life has been really really hard. I've been a worrier my whole life, but in grade six things just started to get worse and worse until now(I'm in grade 10). I don't enjoy anything in life anymore and feel like I'm living in a daze. I worry about everything possible and feel anxious constantly. Everything in life is 10 times harder than it should be. But it's my mind that