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beckyhalffull 
Summer is almost over! okay yeah that is nothing you dont know. somthing you dont know though
-Alex and I are back together and doing extremely well.
as for the myspace guy who swept me off my feet?
things never went sour or downhill or anything. our "relationship" was very short lived because Alex came back.
Alex realised that he lost me and it had never occured to him that could happen. He also discovered how he really felt about me.
He told me things I never thought id hear from his mouth. he did things I never thought id see him do. and a part of him I didnt know existed came to surface. neither of us knew he was capable of love. we both found out he is and that we both love each other unconditionally.
Ill never forget when I was lying in the ER just having come back from a test and he appeared outside my door. When he found out he dropped everything and got in his car and came. He stood outside my door for a second and looked at me. He had a face of panic and sudden releif that he found me then panic again mixed with a protectiveness i cannot describe. He was out of breath from running.
When I was in the hospital just a week before he sat holding my hand while i drifted in and out. He told me how beautiful I was dispite the fact that I was all cut up and bloated from the painful gas they pumped into me.
It was about that time that he started to realise his true feelings towards me. But he kept that hidden, he grew to wanting me by his side every minute without telling me. When he lost me to the other guy he was destroyed. he let me slip through his fingers unexpectedly and was planning on asking me out agian when he found out about the other guy.
Needless to say we finally let love be.
