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beckyhalffull
Female, 22, MA
"in class today ppl started talkin about ppl with OCD and PTSD-not in a bad way- i couldnt help thinking "little do they know""
6:56pm Yesterday
a little poem a wrote Mood
Monday, May 25, 2009

this is what he did to me
it started with my awe
i fell into that deadly trap
call it murphy's law

he made me giggle
that sweet seductive smile
i told the girls how happy i was
i thought life was now worthwhile

one night a muse, the next abused
a jerk to say the least.

it went all wrong, the days grew long
i made excuses for the beast

this is what he did to me
i quickly saw my flaws
i vacuumed and cleaned up his crap
my hands soon turned raw

he made me lie
that strong enforcing hand
i told the girls how happy i was
he was just a different man

one night a muse, the next abused
a jerk to say the least

it went all wrong, the days grew long
i made excuses for the beast

two years later i still can feel
his hands around my neck
two years later youd say im safe

but…


one night a muse, the next abused
a jerk to say the least

it went all wrong, the days grew long
i made excuses for the beast

 

 

 

 

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Comments

  1. livin4thefuture

    This is a really good poem... so many words and things in here i can identify with! Scarry how so many of us live in the same kind of world huh?
    Hugs


    livin4thefuture

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