mitsc's Journal

i have been having trouble lately with my abuse in the past thinking i'm garbage, wasted goods. my mother was a good woman i guess about the lies she told me having to do with my bio-fater and 2 half-sisters i didnt know i had til 4 yrs ago ihave been thinking of ways out of my life ilost interest in things i use to enjoy. my mother was an prescription drug addict to for the right reasons to begin then it was to deal with her life. i see some her characteristcs in me but instead of taking my meds prescribed by the va i stopped taking them sending me whirling down but i know i have got to start taking them again before doing some thing bad to me or some else.