raped
September 30, 2008 10:01pm
i spent the next day in the hospital where they tested me for everything and yes, did the rape kit. it was an awful and long day from 10am-630pm. i …
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grenadine 
6:24pm, November 17, 2009
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About Me
grenadine
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About Me
I'm here for support, to give support, get information when I need it, and talk to wonderful people as I have on this blog. I was diagnosed with bipolar I disorder July 2006 and I am finally getting more stable than I have ever been, but still struggle with the beast. Check out my song on youtube, I wrote it for my friends on the BP network.. and hey... for anyone!
I'm here for support, to give support, get information when I need it, and talk to wonderful people as I have on this blog. I was diagnosed with bipolar I disorder July 2006 and I am finally getting more stable than I have ever been, but still struggle with the beast. Check out my song on youtube, I wrote it for my friends on the BP network.. and hey... for anyone!
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Interests
laughing, running, dancing, swimming, painting, playing guitar, singing, learning, growing
laughing, running, dancing, swimming, painting, playing guitar, singing, learning, growing
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Recent Activity
November 17
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grenadine updated their status 6:24pm
I'm tired. But I met someone! And I'm excited...…
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grenadine changed their mood to Good 6:24pm
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grenadine gave slowman1960 a hug 6:23pm
thanks? that's nice. how are you?…
November 13
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grenadine gave BerBerBear a hug 5:56pm
Hi. I guess I've been okay. I mean... since I saw him that night, I've been speechless. Iike I am still…
November 8
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grenadine and BerBerBear are now friends 4:58pm
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My Guitar
June 2, 2008 9:36pm
My guitar always lifts me up. Just yesterday, I was feeling real down and I wrote a song. This song brought me to tears as I wrote it. It was hard to …
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What's going on?
May 23, 2008 7:28pm
Am I depressed? I can't seem to get out of bed in the morning. I feel lonely at night. and I just want things to change or be over. blehh
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I'm doing OK I think, Time will tell on me
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Most kissable lips I've seen
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Little Love
even when we feel most alone, someone is always thinking about us. Especially you, you are too sweet. I am sorry you saw him last night. The social stuff will come back in time. The important thing is to never give up. You are so loved and appreciated.
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my thoughts have been with and of you lately, how are you? I pray you are hanging in there... Hugs to you... i'm here if you need an ear or a shoulder...
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Your post was triggering for me. I'm so sorry you had to go through that.
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Treatments
- Lithium Working / Worked
- I despised the idea of taking lithium..or any medication for a long time. but now i am so glad we as a people have found a naturally salt like lithium to help balance my chemicals.
- Music Working / Worked
- I love to sing on my own and play the guitar (soon keyboard!) and I love it. it helps me a lot.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I love to run. it helps me clear my mind or focus my mind on something positive by pushing myself to work hard and tough it out when it gets challenging, just as it is so in life.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed with bipolar when i was 18, fresh out of highschool, though we (my family and i) knew something wasnt working before the diagnosis. i was previously diagnosed with depression. i have some interesting depression stories and some even more intriguing manic stories. i have taken myself off medication before and have experienced psychosis a couple of times. i am not at my best these days but hopefully things will be looking up soon.
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
i was just raped the other night. the next day i was in the hospital from morning to night. i didn't think it would be this way. i've always felt like i was sexually abused before and blocked it out.. but now its real. and i'm scared.
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