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Alphonsus 
3:56pm, September 18, 2009
What the hell is wrong with me?
, or
Is it reallynot so much myself as it is the nature of society? Society is structured in such a way that I don't "fit?"
I look around and it doesn't seem as if the rest of the world is terribly well adjusted either.
So I'm laying here on my bed, wishing I knew how to cry, or maybe wishing I cared enough to cry
My life is imploding for no readily apparent reason. In some ways, I think I've given up trying.
Just a long ramble. My wife is on the phone talking to her boyfreind. It should bother me, but it doesn't seem to. I'd feel no different if she dumped him completely.
I just doesn't seem to matter.
So if something is broken,what is it? How do I fix it? What in the hell is going on?
Sigh.
Just venting and rambling. No answers. No prophetic insights. Just tired.
Steve
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Your marriage needs fixing dude. Sorry to be blunt here but there is no room for "boyfriends" & "girlfriends in a marriage.
With admiration for your courage, Jazzie
jazzergirl
ummmm, hmm.
With genuine concern for your pain...with everything that you've been put through...I understand your tiredness. Just saw a very interesting piece on a talkshow about social psychology and how relationships actually, physically affect us. I'd be happy to send to the link as soon as it's available in podcast form. Hugs, I know it hasn't been easy----
AzureIndigoSkies