RawrrDinosaur's Journal

sometimes i sit up all night i cry to my beloved bernard bear,

i know he will never come alive but i really do not care,

he is the only one who will never shout or hit me if i am bad,

he is the only one who probobly doesn't think that i am insanly mad,

mum doesn't think i remember she once shook me so hard it scared me half to death,

please love me no matter what i do but no mollie i wouldn't hold your breath, 

why is a girl so scared of her own father and her mother,

i just hope joe doesn't get treated like me becuase he is an amazing little brother, 

sometimes it makes me think why i am still living here,

a place that should be safe but in reality a place that i fear,

i know as parents we all make mistakes i do honestly understand that,

but why for a second would a mother call her own daughter fat,

it makes me have some questions i wish that i could ask out loud,

when i was born were you ever really proud,

you've told me we never bonded from the moment i was born,

those words you said made my heart feel like it had just been torn,

if i you ever take away my beloved bernard bear i might just scream and shout,

he's the only once i trust 100% i know that without a doubt,

i know i'm so childish for being attached to a stupid cuddly toy,

but he's the only one who'll ever fill my heart with pride and joy,

i tell him all my feelings and i know he can't interupt me when i talk,

i know he'll never get so mad that he'll have to get out the house and walk.