trovi's Journal

Well it has been a while since I've been on. I really needed a break from it all. I switched doctors which I'm extremly happy about. I went on September 14, 2009. My 37th birthday. It was a scary appointment for me. I was really nervous about the future and what options I had. She decided that she wanted to do a clomid challenge test on me since I've had such poor response to all of the Infertility medications. She was thinking it was poor ovarian reserve. Crushing news for me to hear. Especially since my old doctor kept telling me that my FSH number was fine. I found out that the FSH number is not very reliable. So I decided to go ahead with the clomid challenge test and lay everything out there...the good, the bad and the ugly. I've been through so much that I decided just give it to me...I can handle it.

Speed forward a month and I did the clomid test. To my surprise and I'm sure my doctors my test was NORMAL!! I've never been so excited. It definatly put my mind at ease. So this month November I'm on a suppression month...No treatments!!!!!! So my wonderful husband decided that he's going to take me on a cruise!!!! I can't wait I don't think I've been this excited to get away from it all. I should be ovulating the week we're away so we thought perfect maybe we'll get pregnant on our own. And to top it off the name of the ship is the MIRACLE!! How fitting would that be. I'm super excited about the future I think positive great things are ahead.