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• "Oh death where is thy sting?"

  April 27, 2008 4:24am

  Seems so unfair, people have terminal illnesses and want to live, and here is me praying to die. I should be gratefull, but I'm not. I want to be …

• Meds Working.

  April 15, 2008 5:42am

  At last I am on meds that seem to work, for which I truely thanks God. Been a long long time since I felt this good. Oh i am still suffering …

• Been a lousy week.

  April 4, 2008 11:03am

  Well Doc has up my dose of Zoloft, hope something works.

  Realised after working the London bombings life just stopped for me. Since then everything …

• Terrible Day.

  April 1, 2008 2:42pm

  So depressed and panicky, cant take it. See Doc Friday, soonest he could fit me in. Phoned church yesterday morning, they havent got back to me, why …

• Desperate.

  March 31, 2008 6:51am

  Pain is terrible, and I have struggled for so long, but there is no releif. Dont want to die, but cant live like this. Scared for my job, my home, my …

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