way2irish's Journal

I have been trying to get this weight off since what feels like forever. I even payed a gym membership 3 months in advance at the New Year hoping to motivate myself to go. You would think the fact that I have met the most incredible man would be motivation enough. He is a Father to a 11 year old Daughter (that I now love as if she were my own child), and he is a Retired Marine so he is sweet, caring, and very responsible. He is also 100% fit, and toned. Why then do I keep blowing diets, yo you dieting and refusing to tone up and lose this huge belly, and big body that even I can look at and know it's disgusting.
I've come here in hopes to find someone to talk to because as much as I love my Boyfriend I can't talk to him he doesn't understand.