Haven't written in my journal for awhile today was a good day in some ways we got an apointment for my daughter to see the physcologist hopefully it will help. She heard from a friend that someone she thought cared about her is now dating someone else she was devistated but seems to be dealing with it is hard to tell. anyway other then missing my mommy cause i can't talk to her anymore. I'm doing good today. can't talk to anyone like you can your mom i feel. its not the same. am talking to my older daughter and its not the same. I could call my daddy but its not the same and i'm afraid if i told him how much i missed mommy i would start to cry.... again...any way i hope things go good tomarrow tooo. made it to the gym twice now this week i will try to go 3 more times this week





