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katt1956 
Haven't written in my journal for awhile today was a good day in some ways we got an apointment for my daughter to see the physcologist hopefully it will help. She heard from a friend that someone she thought cared about her is now dating someone else she was devistated but seems to be dealing with it is hard to tell. anyway other then missing my mommy cause i can't talk to her anymore. I'm doing good today. can't talk to anyone like you can your mom i feel. its not the same. am talking to my older daughter and its not the same. I could call my daddy but its not the same and i'm afraid if i told him how much i missed mommy i would start to cry.... again...any way i hope things go good tomarrow tooo. made it to the gym twice now this week i will try to go 3 more times this week
Today was hard because my daughter and I went to her new theraphist and we found out her old theraphist did not put in for a eval from the psycologist so now we have to wait another 6 weeks hopefully we will hear soon. Because i'm afraid that kissy will have problems with school if she dosn't get help with her meds soon. It is so hard to be a parent and know your child needs help and you don't have the knowledge to help them.
, I then think of my mom and wish I had her to talk to I miss her so much. she always had advice even if you didn't want it... I miss and love you so much mommy..
, I then think of my mom and wish I had her to talk to I miss her so much. she always had advice even if you didn't want it... I miss and love you so much mommy..Comments
Sitting watching tv wondering how my family is doing. worried about my daughter and if there is anymore i can do for her. am i smothering her or helping her. It is hard being a mother of a child with a mental illness. Sometimes i just want to call it quits but i love her so much and she is such a wonderfull person. she would not hurt a fly but when she get angry it is hard to handle. she is so emotional and there is nothing i can do to make it better it is hard to be a parent to her. to let her be an adult is even going to be harder.
You're doing the best you can and that's more than a lot of parents would do. Yes, our mother's were always there for us - is that where we learned it? Keeping you in my prayers!
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