Pointless box. I do not like who i am, i never have. I see nothing positive or good in me, and i do not wish to be rude, but i consider it a waste if your time if you try and tell me different. I joined DS for many reasons, my main being that i am a Self Harmer, i would like to write that in past tense, but there is always a chance of a relapse. Thankfully i am currently going strong. I am a keen poetry wrtiter and am here to give hope, faith and encourgment to keep going. I love my friends and animals. I love smiling, laughing and having fun! Feel free to add me.
Pointless box. I do not like who i am, i never have. I see nothing positive or good in me, and i do not wish to be rude, but i consider it a waste if your time if you try and tell me different. I joined DS for many reasons, my main being that i am a Self Harmer, i would like to write that in past tense, but there is always a chance of a relapse. Thankfully i am currently going strong. I am a keen poetry wrtiter and am here to give hope, faith and encourgment to keep going. I love my friends and animals.
i LOVE horse riding, it helps me get through, i love dancing, shopping, running, reading, chatting on the phone and watching films. I am currently at college studying Law and English. I love meeting new people :D
i LOVE horse riding, it helps me get through, i love dancing, shopping, running, reading, chatting on
November 20, 2008 3:24pm
Not a good day today. Fallen out with my boyfriend. i feel awful, but theres no getting through. He suggested a break, not sure if its going to …
November 19, 2008 3:45pm
I feel so miserable its awful. M stomach is killing me, i took the painkillers my doctor gace me and they seem to work for ten minutes then whoosh …
November 18, 2008 5:15pm
Not sure why i called it back to black, perhaps because when i first joined DS it was in my 'blacker days'. I would not quite say i have gone …
May 15, 2008 11:54am
The day Started off incredibly. He came over for a few hours and it never felt any better! He was so loving , so kind...and then it seemed to all go …
hi,how are you?
feel better:)
sorry to see you feeling so down.Hold strong
hey how you been?>?
Hi Sweetie, Christmas was rather uneventful however that's alright with me I enjoyed the peace and quiet. How about you’re self what's up for New Years, any parties? oxoxox Shannon
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i lost my mother to cancer when i was 2 months old. i never knew her but i think about her all the time. i feel her with me too, but its not the same. i need her. many family members have cancer and have not been given long left. i cant lose them.
i am a self harmer. this is the first time i have admitted it to myself, or any one else. to be honest i dont no what to do, i cant stop it otherwise i get panic attacks.
my mother died of cancer when i was 2 months old, i have blamed myself ever since. my aunt was diagnosed with cancer and died not long ago, both my grandparents have cancer too. its only my dad and me left to get it. im scared of losing him too, even though we dont get on i cant lose him too.
im scared of fish. i cant stand the smell, taste or site. i cant touch them either. if i go near them i start to shake and panic. my parents laugh at me or get angry. noone seems to understand. im also scared of being trapped, not really small spaces. im ok if i no i can get out, butif a door is locked then i panic. i go all cold n sweaty and i get a panic attack.
I dont know really, i always seem to be stressed about one thing or another. sometimes it gets to much that i have to SI, normally punch something or cut myself. i dont know how to control it.
It seems that not many people respond or help in teen depression...
I am not sure if i do or not, but i dont sleep past 9 its impossible! No matter how exhauseted and tired i am :( i get tired quite easily though, and i can not get enough sleep to help me feel better.
