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LaynieK 
12:52am, October 27, 2009
Tomorrow, October 27th would be my sons 12th birthday. He has been gone a little over 8 years now. I miss him so much! Not a day goes by that I still don't think of him and miss holding him.
I am going to get through this day as best as I can, but I am sure it will be a day of sadness and grieving. I am going to stay focused on what I have to get done and making sure the girls get to talk about what they remember and build happy memories.
I am sad and not sure I even want to work tomorrow, thinking about calling in and taking me time, but feeling somehow that would be selfish.
I guess I will jsut have to see how tomorrow goes and play it by ear.
I just want to cry...it still hurts...i don't know if this ever gets easier.
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i am so sorry. i see my own mother suffer with this everyday... she lost her last child almost 10 years ago... my heart breaks for your pain. it is the worst thing imaginable to live with. i know this is true. you will be much in my thoughts 2day.... bless you... xx sheila
blondelexus
(((( hugs ))))
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