Life is not good.
November 21, 2008 4:53pm
i wanted to let everyone know i have not forgotten them. Life has been very hard for my family lately.
We lost one long time friend (dog) and …
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bearlyhere
9:40am, September 12, 2008
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bearlyhere
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About Me
I need a prayer and help with one. On tuesday I Let my puppy of 14 years bet hit by a car. It hurt so much. I Can't look at her sister without seeing her. I should have protected her more. But I moved into my son's house to try to get me help and she paid for it. Now I have to put my birthday flowers on her grave. How do I get pass this... How do I stop crying... If I didn't need help she wouldn't have been here to get hit. Because I fight depression badly, she had to pay. Its not fair. I need a freind, a guildness, something. ... I need help.
I need a prayer and help with one. On tuesday I Let my puppy of 14 years bet hit by a car. It hurt so much. I Can't look at her sister without seeing her. I should have protected her more. But I moved into my son's house to try to get me help and she paid for it. Now I have to put my birthday flowers on her grave. How do I get pass this... How do I stop crying... If I didn't need help she wouldn't have been here to get hit. Because I fight depression badly, she had to pay. Its not fair. I need a
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Writing (its about all i can do now)
Writing (its about all i can do now)
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i hate life tonight
September 15, 2008 10:09pm
Poeple put name on but no talk.I need someone to comfort my worriesbut get I'm stupid remarks.So as the day and night goes on,I hide in the …
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lead
September 14, 2008 11:33pm
A prayer for you
and A prayer for me.
For we are friends who look after and watch
instead of leading each other into the dark.
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A Kiss
September 14, 2008 11:18pm
A Kiss from a friend: to remind of love's stronge hold : to carry with you during the day and help you feel safe at night.
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Been Gone
September 5, 2008 12:10pm
I've Been Gone.
I've been gone for a while.
I hope you all don't mind.
I had a very bad scare
or pain and mental kind.
I made …
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Close Empty Nests
all my kids moved out about the same time last year. I miss them (4) dearly. they were my friends. I almost lost my youngest to a car accident in 2004 and she is still having problems. I cant seam to let it go. I am so afraid i will get that call again. I also feel so alone . and have been fighting depression, insommia and annexity.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i'm on a roller couster it seams like, up and down..
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- still learning to put feelings into words
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionall my kids moved out about the same time 2006 I miss them (4) dearly. they were my friends. I almost lost my youngest to a car accident in 2004 and she is still having problems. I cant seam to let it go. I am so afraid i will get that call again. I also feel so alone . I am married for also 25 years but he to is gone alot. and doesnt understand. I also had a brain tumor removed the year after my daughters accident and have been fighting depression, insommia and annexity.
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- still learning how to put my feeling into words
- Lamictal Not Working
- got rash
Open Brain / CNS Tumors
Type: MeningiomaI had(some left on vein) a brain tumor removed the year after my daughters accident and have been fighting depression, insommia and annexity. Edit
Treatments
- Surgery, Brain Not Working
- Worst then i was, more pain, headache, confusion, etc..
Open Anxiety
all my kids moved out about the same time last year. I miss them (4) dearly. they were my friends. I almost lost my youngest to a car accident in 2004 and she is still having problems. I cant seam to let it go. I am so afraid i will get that call again. I also feel so alone . I am married for also 25 years but he to is gone alot. and doesnt understand. I also had a brain tumor removed the year after my daughters accident and have been fighting depression, insommia and annexity.
Treatments
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
Open Infidelity
Story part.. not sure if husband and sister and having fun
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendWe lost a friend tonite (feb 1) who will dearly be missed. I hope all we will hug and pray for hope and love this nite.
Treatments
Open Pregnancy - Teens
Trying to help young girls , like I was at one time.
