Update
April 11, 2009 11:09pm
Well I haven’t written in awhile and I thought it would be time to do an update. I can’t believe it’s been a few months since …
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lilduckie 
2:39pm, September 6, 2009
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About Me
lilduckie
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About Me
I am 27 yrs old. Have been in a relationship with my fiance'for 3 yrs now. We moved to my home town so she could go to school and I could find the job of my dreams. I am trying to make my life positive but it is hard due to things of my past that I am trying to over come and work on. I am looking for support and I will give support back to everyone.
I am 27 yrs old. Have been in a relationship with my fiance'for 3 yrs now. We moved to my home town so she could go to school and I could find the job of my dreams. I am trying to make my life positive but it is hard due to things of my past that I am trying to over come and work on. I am looking for support and I will give support back to everyone.
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Interests
I love to hike, go camping, photography, play volleyball, swim, hangin out with friends, clubbin, going on road trips, going to musiumes, watchin movies, drawing, reading, hanging out with my family. Playin with my rat, Baby Boy. Kickin it with my lover.
I love to hike, go camping, photography, play volleyball, swim, hangin out with friends, clubbin, going
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Journal Entry for January 9, 2009
January 9, 2009 2:41am
Do you ever feel that life has more to offer? That you are feeling stuck? That you love someone so much but you feel that you are not supporting …
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Happy Holidays
December 8, 2008 4:14am
Life
Life is a great thing. We have one life and one life only. We have to enjoy it the best we can. Even on the down shitty days I try to keep my …
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Hey, hey, hey, dear friend, wishing you a blessed day...moment by moment.
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Wishing you a splendid weekend.
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Moment of Peace
Wishing you some moments of inner-peace on this day.
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Ray of Sunshine
Taking care of yourself is loving yourself. You release the downward flow of energy and circulate it back up again. Experience the devotion to yourself that allows you to take care of yourself.
- John-Roger
(From: Fulfilling Your Spiritual Promise, p. 1184)
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
I have been anorexic since high school with bulimic tendenceys. In college I went bulimic with anorexic tendenceys. I have been in recovery for about 2 yrs. It is a struggle. I dont really have anyone to talk to about it. I'm struggling right now and trying to stay on the right path. I hope I can meet people to support and also help support me.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- she sucked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- so-so
- Prozac Not Working
- this did not help me at all. Made things worse.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- counseling helps but it is hard finding a counselor that I trust.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They thraten to force feed me. They watched me like a hawk. It sucks
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Doesnt help
- Zoloft Not Working
- This was not successful.
Close Sexual Abuse
I have been sexually abused, molested, raped by a few differnt people in my life. I have a hard time with it due to it happening over a 11 yrs span on and off. Im trying to find ways to heal from it and meet other people that understand.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- This was helpful. I was in a art thearpy group for 10 weeks. Then the group stopped due to not enough people.
- Talking Considering
- Thinking about it.
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Too Soon to Tell
- In progress right now.
Open Blindness & Visual Impairment
Type: Legally BlindHi, I was born legally blind (ROP) and hard of hearing. About 5 yrs ago I started to lose what vision I have. I am also losing depthpercetion. The docs have no idea why. I am hopeing to meet people I can talk to about this and relate to. I can support you guys as well as get some support too I hope.
Open Hearing Loss & Deafness
I was born hard of hearing as well as visually impaired. When I went to high school and into college I lost a lot of hearing. I know American Sign Language and enjoy communicating that way but I also talk to my family and some friends due to them not knowing ASL. I am hoping to meet more people and help support others and also get support myself.
Treatments
- Ear Tubes Working / Worked
- They worked when I was younger but not anymore.
- Hearing Aids Working / Worked
- I use hearing aids all the time. They work for me.
- Lip Reading Working / Worked
- It is helpful but very hard for me. Lots of words look similar and I get frusterated. But it is ok.
- Sign Language Working / Worked
- ASL is the best thing for me. I use with others who know to sign, friends, when I went to school. It just feels right and I love it.
Open Depression
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- This helped some what.
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Prozac Not Working
- Didnt help
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helps
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Helped a little while.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Did not work, Made things worse.
- Writing Working / Worked
- helps
- Zoloft Not Working
- Did not help at all.
Open Personality Disorders
I have PD and it can be very annoying. But I would like help knowing how to deal with it and live with it. I feel bad a lot cuz it scares my lover and I dont want that. It hurts to know I can scare people. I want to learn to live with it and be happy.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- sometimes helps
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have OCD. I have had it forever it feels. Many years since i was young. It sometimes bothers me to have it but not always. I know I need to trying not to freak out as much but it is hard. My partner hates it cuz it causes us to argue at times. Which I hate.
Open Bisexuality
Im bi and have a great gf. I'm really just a chill person. I am who I am. (smiles) if you have questions pls ask.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Im in a relationship with a great girl. I love her with all my heart. We have been together for 2 yrs now. I have had shitty relationships in the past. I really want this one to work and I am working hard at it. She is my girl and I love her. I am hoping to meet more people and help support others as well.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
lilduckie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
lilduckie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Miscarriage
lilduckie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Pet Bereavement
A year and half ago I lost my dog. She was 11 1/2 yrs old. She was the best dog. I miss her like crazy.
Open Bereavement
I have lost so many people in my life and i'm only 26 yrs old. It started when I was 11 yrs old. I dont deal well with death. I miss everyone so much.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I dont cry anymore. Havent really since I lost a lot of people at once. I get numb.
- Poetry Working / Worked
- used it a lot in high school and sometimes still do.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- think about them everyday. Also Aug 7th I remember everyone who passed away.
Open Asthma
I have had asthma since birth, Im 26 yrs old now.
Treatments
- Advair Working / Worked
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Flovent Working / Worked
Open Financial Challenges
i have had finacial challeges. I want more help because I dont want it to happen again.
Treatments
- Budgeting Too Soon to Tell
- Debt Consolidation Somewhat Helpful
- they were awesome. there was some probllems with the communication of them and the credit card companies.
- Earn Money Somewhat Helpful
- Holding a Garage Sale Too Soon to Tell
- In progress
