Journal Entry for November 24, 2009
November 24, 2009 3:49pm
to be on the other side of the fence........having someone you love more than anything try to take their life......now i finally get how i made …
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antisocialyte 
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About Me
antisocialyte
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About Me
falling lower than ive ever been..everyday i feel like i am dying
falling lower than ive ever been..everyday i feel like i am dying
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Interests
music, (soo many bands...music really helps me keep focussed and distracts me from my anxiety...) cooking (i am a chef) reading books, spending time with my cat
music, (soo many bands...music really helps me keep focussed and distracts me from my anxiety...) cooking
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Recent Activity
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1 group discussion post, 1 hug given
Today
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antisocialyte commented on their journal entry Journal Entry for November 24, 2009 3:24pm
going to try to check out a meeting tonight.....so far so good and i am feeling much better being fully…
Yesterday
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antisocialyte changed their mood to Good 11:51pm
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antisocialyte updated their status 11:50pm
between thought and expression...…
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antisocialyte gave russ77 a miss you 11:46pm
i have spent my life insane with horrible periods of sanity-edgar allen poe…
Tuesday
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antisocialyte changed their mood to OK 3:49pm
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Journal
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one day at a time...
July 9, 2009 3:17pm
today i have realised that i am powerless over alcohol. i plan to find a meeting i can attend tonight
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Journal Entry for July 7, 2009
July 7, 2009 1:26pm
yet another not good day!
i feel like i am falling apart at the seams....i am working alot, and i have started drinking again a bit too much.....i now …
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Journal Entry for July 1, 2009
July 1, 2009 3:51pm
so im just getting ready to go to work.....it is canada day so we will be very busy today...im not really looking forward to that at all...lately all …
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Hugbook
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Miss You
I love that quote!!I've missed ya' tons.
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Little Love
you there sister?!!Write me!!much luv
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Hug
sorry to see you aren't feeling so great...I'm always here for you.Big Big HUGS in the meantime.Hope you feel better soon
Russell 
Moment of Peace
I hope that your spirit picks up.
Hug
feel better soon! hope tomorrow is better!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
antisocialyte hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Panic Attacks
i have been having panic attacks on and off for years and a few weeks ago they started up again worse than ever. i don't want to take perscription meds for this and i am exploring alternative remedies such as herbal and natural ways to deal with it. i am 27 female living in canada and i am very scared when i get these feelings.
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
- amitryptaline. it made me feel like i was going crazy. not helpful at all
- Paxil Not Working
- did not help. made me feel suicidal
- Rescue Remedy Too Soon to Tell
- just started taking it today....we shal see if it helps
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
i have been addicted for about 9 years now on and off, and have been clean for 4 weeks now. i started getting bad panic attacks 3 weeks ago but am determined to live a clean and healthy life.
Open Eczema
i have bad eczema now for a few years, it generaly flares up when i am stressed out or if i have a reaction to any number of things, i have very sensitive skin so this happens quite often. it usually gets bad on my arms and neck and is very embarrassing when i can't control it
Treatments
- Hydrocortisone Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
i drink every day, i find that if i don't i get the shakes and see things, but i dont get drunk every day. im just starting to come to terms with the fact that i am an alcoholic. i use it to self medicate my anxiety and to sleep better.
Open Asthma
Type: Childhood Asthmai have had athsma my entire life and need to take my medication every day. if i miss a dose then i feel it immediately. i am also a smoker which makes it worse, so i am looking to control my athsma better without using so many meds.
Treatments
Open Bipolar Disorder
just been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and have been prescribed this drug...makes me feel funny...stops the voices...but i feel like i am dying if i mix with alcohol
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- after 7 days had horrid low and depressive feelings
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- too soon to tell
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- makes me feel funny
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- helps the panic attacks
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)after 3 stays in the mental hospital they finally diagnosed me with borderline personality disorder
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
