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Kfield 
11:27pm Monday
Been awhile since I last posted... WARNING: I WOULDNT SPEND TWO SECONDS READING THIS
I have been experiencing OCD issues at work again... been about a year so I guess it is to be expected... Back to smoking (so stupid) not cigs...
I dont even know what to write... I want to be married and yet I want to not be married more than anything. ALL my firends get on my nerves in seconds lately. I find myself wanting to go somewhere and be alone for... ever, I think and yet I am so social...
May be time to look up the docs number again... Damn depression SUCKS!
I look better than ever (weight, strength etc... Cant help the mug!), money is fine, everyone is healthy, SO STFU!
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I am living nad breathing and feeling pretty f in good. Amazing how that happens when you sell something (in sales) and work out... Been going to the gym for a few days. My SO quits smoking on the 11th after smoking for 25 years... She is a zombie but I feel good for her. She is doing great and I am happy she is quitting such a horrible habit. I dont really care abt the zombie thing... Is that a sign? Am I looking for one to hard? I dont know...
Anyway, I feel great and that is nice...
Looking into the cohousing movement in Colorado... check it out...
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just be patient with her...it is hard to quit smoking. maybe sex makes her crave a cig. lol, i dont know, just a thought. take care
Stayed home today. It is allowed by work. I am in sales and I can set my schedule...
DEPRESSED as hell though... I havent been sleeping much and the rejection from calling on new account is getting to me. I have had to do it for 20 years now off and on. My postion now is pure "hunter" meaning no current customers. IS THAT THE BEST JOB FOR ME? I have always been successful at it but...
Anyway, I am whining... with all the roubles in the world and that many people, this seems SO insignificant.
It is 65 degrees! UFB! Gotta head out for a BS appt to fill my day but...
Love to all and peace within your own mind. That is where it truly needs to happen!
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It is a rollar coaster of contridictions! Call that doc, can't hurt and could help. I am right there with you on the return of some irritiating OCD habits. I just keep telling myself that it has increased my attention to detail and made me a better teacher and mom. If only I could buy that. . .
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