I'm back.
August 30, 2008 10:32pm
So I've been gone for a little over a month now, and just wanted to apologize to anyone and everyone that I had support networks with. I know that I …
blondegamer2000 
10:23pm, August 30, 2008
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About Me
blondegamer2000
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About Me
My name is Sarah. I am a sophomore in college. I seem to be doing a lot better these days, at least as far as my grieving and family problems go. Therapy really has done quite a bit for me. So now, I am going to start focusing my energy on getting healthy and losing some weight. I love to read, I am a nerd, I'll admit it openly. I hate peas, they are gross. It is hard for me to open up to people, I get scared easily. Inside i am screaming, crying, dying. what a life i lead. a shell of the happy girl i once was. a shell, that is all that is left.
My name is Sarah. I am a sophomore in college. I seem to be doing a lot better these days, at least as far as my grieving and family problems go. Therapy really has done quite a bit for me. So now, I am going to start focusing my energy on getting healthy and losing some weight. I love to read, I am a nerd, I'll admit it openly. I hate peas, they are gross. It is hard for me to open up to people, I get scared easily. Inside i am screaming, crying, dying. what a life i lead. a shell of the happy girl
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Interests
My interets are all over the place. I love south park, futurama, chick flicks, sci fi movies, fantasy movies, playing the sims 2, playing the wii, TENNIS!, texting, reading (especially the classics, my favorite book is pride and prejudice, i've read it seven times and have three copies), sleeping, stretching in the morning, working at old navy, canoeing, having enough free time to take a walk in nature. Anyways, there is so much more, but those are some of the highlights.
My interets are all over the place. I love south park, futurama, chick flicks, sci fi movies, fantasy
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This morning.
June 30, 2008 1:20pm
So technically my weight was 244 last week when I started my new lifestyle. This morning I weighed 235. I know the first few weeks it is really just …
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Stuff goin on
June 28, 2008 12:00am
So. I haven't written in this thing in a little while and I thought I would just type down a little of what's goin on. Well, my brother got …
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This sucks.
June 13, 2008 12:54am
I can't even make a single real friend at a place that is suppose to be supportive and friendly. I don't have a single person in my real life …
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What's wrong with me.
May 9, 2008 3:59pm
I want to say I feel apathetic right now, but the truth is I am so confused about how I feel I am making myself sick. I am really nervous about the …
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So nice to hear from you and welcome back!! I have been pretty busy these past couple weeks and have my parents visiting this week. I will try to get back into it soon! Glad you are doing the same. Beth
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Hey grl I notice u have not been on for sometime know just wanted to know how were u doing and is everything ok in your life. I hope u r really doing good and i'm still on everyday.
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Hope you are back online soon. I am using the Biggest Loser to inspire me to eat better and I think it's working. Thanks for that!
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Hey just wanted to check on some freinds and i notice u haven't had much activity on your profile lately it's been awhile since u've been on. Just wanted to see everything was going ok in ur life right now if its not im on everyday checking my profile just remember that i am always here for n e thing.HM
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Hope you are doing well !!!
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy step-father, Roy, passed away one year ago, when I was still in my senior year of high school. He was my father, maybe not by blood, but by love. I had known him since I was ten, and he was a pillar to our family. Now without him, I seem to be irritable, lonely, and depressed. I just cannot stop thinking about my loss, my family's loss.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I am a big cryer, especially now. I get upset over the smallest things, but it doesn't make the pain go away. Nothing seems to help, and I just feel worse for being so sad and weak.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I lash out at my mother all the time. We use to fight a lot, but then when Roy started to get worse, he had always been sick, but it elevated in the last two years, we stopped fighting as much. Now she doesn't want to do anything but be around her sisters, and this hurts me. I lash out to let her know, and maybe for others reasons I don't understand.
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- I am in college now, and am trying to take plenty of classes and et involved. But no matter how much I put on my plate, I always seem to back out or be unenthusiastic. I cannot make myself be busy.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have been going for maybe over two months. and it isn't an overnight miracle, but i seem to feel slightly better after each session. there are times when i am worse off afterwards than before, but all in all it is at least nice talking to someone knowing they won't judge me or hold it over my head for being vulnerable.
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Well, I am going to consider this a support group. So I just joined today, but I thought it might be wroth a try.
Close College Stress
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