spring0808's Journal

I know first hand what it feels like to be betrayed. I know what it feels like to be hurt so bad you wish you were dead. I know what it feels like to want someone to listen to your pain. I know what it feels like to want a mothers love and its never returned. I know what it feel like to be sick and alone. I know what it feels like to be scared. I know what it feels  like when you try so very hard to please someone and find out they dont even acknowledge your presence. I know what it feels  like to think you have no one. I know what it feels  like to be cold and hungry. I know what it feels like to be homeless. I know all these bad things lbut thats not all I know. I know what God has done for me and my like. He has opened up my eyes so that I could see. He has given me better understanding of my life. He has given me hope. He has loved me from the beginning of time. He has set my feet firm and made my heart strong. He has given me love unconditional. He has let my heart remain soft  and caring for those that I love and I love all people  and my spirit uplifted.He made me in a way that I am different but we all are the same in his eyes. He gives us all gifts, its up to us to use them. He has brought people into my life that have shown me love. He has made me part of a young womans life. She has kept me close and shared her marriage with me. I  have someone who lets me share in her life and not feel like i am a burden. I have  been blessed just to be here today, sane, healthy,and loved. I thank you Carol,Misrak and Urloved. From me to you...You are loved....Sandra