spring0808's Journal

Well I guess its not too late for my entry. I had a good day today. I always try to do things that will change my life and remove some of the pain. I realize that there are things that make me, me. As hard as I try I cant change. I am a glutten for punishment. I feel that my mother needs someone and before she loses her mind here I go. Pray for me. I need to be there for her my step father died in june and she  doesnt have the support of her favorites. I will go and I will be strong and be there for my mother. I guess with all you have read you say Im crazy but thats how my grandmother taught me and although she want give me the love I want and need I have to do as a child should with a parent ....+