spring0808's Journal

Today I recieved some information from the past. I got a little upset.I have chosen to move forward. But still it hurts me to relive certain things. I know that I never would have made it without God. HE  sent me to some good Dr.'s and to DS. I have met some interesting people.  I have discovered that I am not alone. iI once thought I would never find anyone to relate to my circumstances. I have learned so much and I hope I have helped someone as well. We all face our up and downs and lifes little disappointments but we chose to go foward . Sometimes when we are weak we find someone or God sends us someone and they help us  to get up and fight to change things.  If we are lucky we get better and we succeed. I will always have to struggle and I will always fight. I chose life. Maybe I wont get to do the things I have dreamed of, but I have a close family now and we love one another. I was searching, looking for something I already had. Just needed to open my eyes and instead of looking around or through, I took the time to look at what I had. I am blessed. Through it all I am blessed.