spring0808's Journal

Today has been an even better day. I feel so much better. I have been medicating myself with my syrup for expectorance and histimines and opening up my chest and breathing better.I feel better. I am so thankful. My son got a letter today and recieved 2 grants. I am soooooo happy. I have been praying. God anwsers prayer.I have some relief from my depression. There will continue to be sad days, as long as I can find some happy ones along the way, I'll be okay. When you are actually in depression you are just low and it takes a lot to get yourself back up, time plays a big part in it.You also have gloomy days, rainy days, dark days. Its best to plan something around these times, sometimes these days just slip up on you. I plan to put up a better effort  in helping myself. God blesses me with peace. I am again so thankful. I have found that just living and loving the people I care about, including myself gives me peace. I have always tried to be there for people I care about and sometimes it isnt returned. I will remove myself trom these issues and these people and go on with my head held high. True I need a really close friend but I realized I am my own best friend. I will spread some of this love I got on myself. Its time to take care of me. I can breathe. It feel so good.  Love myself, respect myself,take care of myself, treat myself, and live happily with myself. Thank you God for everything.