spring0808's Journal

Its a sad day. I will be okay. I have released my son . A mothers heart hurts for her children. I have to adjust. I have Misrak,Johnny and Roody. I am loved.I am worthy of their love.I am worthy. I am worthy. I will keep telling myself that I am worthy. I am achy today. I am depressed. I do have a beautiful family. God called Jessica home and he sent me Misrak. Oh I wish you could know this young lady(my daughter) she is so beautiful inside and out. I have Johnny, he has never wavered or been a disappointment to me. He has become the man. I have Roody, shy, doesnt talk a lot at this point but he has replaced the one I let go of. I believe him to be a kind,loving and caring person. I am so blessed. The sadness will pass. I know I have the love and support of my three children. I will go forth with courage, strength, faith and respect. For God has changed my lifes path and it is for the better. With all he has given me I will be Thankful and I know I am blessed. Stay Strong