spring0808's Journal

 It seems as though all through my life I have been searching. I have had issues. I thought I didnt have the things I longed for, but I did. It was in another form. I was so busy dwelling on things that bruised my heart, my mind  and my life that I couldnt see what was right in front of me. I know now what the quote''You can't see the forrest for the trees'' means. I have been so lucky to find Misrak. I am so blessed. I need her and she needs me. I want to be there as her Mom to give her a shoulder if she needs it, a hug, encouraging words. She has certainly been there for me. I once thought (before I met her) that I would go down really fast. I know I talk strong but in reality I still have pains. I am happy that someone listens to me and cares enough to let me lean on her although she has been through alot too. I feel so helpless. It is only times like these that I wish I had money. I want to do so much for her and yet my hands are tied. It makes me want to cry. My baby's homes have been hit by a tornado. I wish I could do something. I hope she does know how much I love her, that she has a special place in my heart. A mother only wants the best for her child and she has found the best in Roody. I just want to do something for her anything, I long to give her a big hug. I guess God knows best and I ask God to watch over my   family in NC and keep them safe, healthy and that they always have a home here in Tennessee