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rwind1972 
1:06pm, October 24, 2009
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About Me
rwind1972
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About Me
mother of 4 i love to go on vacations with my husband and children , im a daycare aide love working with kids, i was always a little different didnt fit in didnt know where i fit in, now i just dont try, i used to work full time but just recently i had to cut back to 3 days a week due to my bpd mood disorder and other health issues i feel like im running ragged all the time...i currently battle bpd mood disorder with severe racing thought syndrome along with manic depression, i also have diabetes, thyroid problems, cholesterol problems, acid reflux, but you know what im alive for a reason :)
mother of 4 i love to go on vacations with my husband and children , im a daycare aide love working with kids, i was always a little different didnt fit in didnt know where i fit in, now i just dont try, i used to work full time but just recently i had to cut back to 3 days a week due to my bpd mood disorder and other health issues i feel like im running ragged all the time...i currently battle bpd mood disorder with severe racing thought syndrome along with manic depression, i also have diabetes,
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i love going on vacations but im totally a wreck until we reach our destination once there i can settle in and make it my own element....
i love going on vacations but im totally a wreck until we reach our destination once there i can settle
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hey saw you on gemiwing friend list and noticed you live in sunbury, I lived in danville, 1987-1992, how are things up there?
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A big hug to you today
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Same to ya, hon! Want some cheese? I got plenty o' cheese around!!! CHEEEEESEEEEE! I am a cheese addict! I am finaly feeling comfortable enough to disclose this fact!!! LOL
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
im 35yr old female i have racing thought syndrome and mood disorder also i've recently developed manic depression episodes im really confused with this whole mood disorder thing(my old p-docs said i was bp and well just threw meds at me what butts they were) my new p-doc says she will explain everything in due time to me...? i also have other health issues...diabeties,thyroid problems acid reflux,cholesterol problems,
Treatments
- Topamax Working / Worked
- topamax was awesome for 3 years then suddeny i started have racing thoughts and couldnt sleep at night for a week at a shot or longer..
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- wellburtin was added to my topamax to control my manic depression episodes they have to watch me closely on this im losing more weight on it and i had an eating disorder in the past...
Close Diabetes Type 2
im 35 years old with an assortment of problems im bi-polar(see below) i have diabeties i lost 82 pounds in the last two years i've recently gained 11 pounds back do to changing of meds for my bi-polar which i recently found out is not bp but bpd mood disorder i also have a thyroid disorder and i take levoxyl i also have acid reflux... and my cholestrol is thrown off a little
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Open Hypothyroidism
i have hypothyroidism along with a few other issues were working on...i was diagnosed with it back in 2001 1 year later i was diagnosed with diabetes and put on metformin in 2003 sugar was spilling into my urine again and i was placed on insulin, i was also diagnosed bipolar officially after years of trying to treat depression and adhd to no avail...then in 2008 i was dxed bpd mood disorder manic depression,racing thought syndrome take away the bp a little odd huh?
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- Synthroid Working / Worked
- im currently taking 88 mg of levoxyl daily my levels are stable my ast 18 my tsh is0.83
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)i thought i was bp for years until recently my new pdoc dxed me bpd with mood disorders i suffer from manic depression racing thought syndrome with 5-6 days with no sleep, i feel empty lost and confused all the time i feel like people are judging me staring at me looking down on me, i feel like thinggs would be better sometimes if i wouldnt be here to mess up all the time..everything is always my fault ....i hate change anything to do with it ...
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- im really nervous about talking to strangers i have issues with this but we'll see how this goes...
- Topamax Working / Worked
- this is my mood stabilizer it works well but not alone we had to add wellbutrin into the mix to help...
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- helps with the depression i may need to go up to a higher dosage soon ....
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- this is my sleeping medication it helps somewhat somedays i sleep on it others i dont....
Open Healthy Sex
married 15 years im bpd made my mistakes but im only human my sex life with my husband is great
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- with my bpd i have made my mistakes in the past my husband and i have worked out everyone of them and we work together towards the future so they do not re occur i have hurt him many times but not by my choice by my illness when i become lost i do stupid things in order to find myself i had to learn to redirect that and i have with his help and my meds....
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- cant sleep without it helps with anxiety
