heather83's Journal

Today has been just as hard as yesterday. All I do is cry, think about him and want to be with him but I can't. He chose to end things with me and that's what I have to live with. I miss him so much already and it's only been a day. I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through work tomorrow, but I have to go as I've been on vacation for a week (great end to the vacation, right?) and can't miss any more work. I'm told that going to work will make it easier but I'm not sure about that. While at work I always looked forward to the middle of the day break where I would talk to him for a bit and then get back to work. There's no more of that. There's also no more evening phone calls, text messages, getting to see his face or hearing "I love you". There's no more of anything because he left me. He broke my heart and left me. He broke it off with me yet told me I was perfect for him in the same breath. I don't understand and never will. I wish I could though.

Everything happens for a reason though, right? That's what I'm always saying. Wish I didn't say that because I don't have any idea as to what the reason is behind this.   :(