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  • About Me

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    RockNMetalChic

    Female, 26
    TN, USA
    Member since January 8, 2008

    • About Me

      "Raindrops on the tree tops , waiting there to fall, i know how they're feelin, but i'm only , yes i'm only going halfway down, Halfway down- just alittle bit farther, beginning on my journey now, but i'm only going Halfway down ! Learning to Let go of the Past and Look forward to the Present and what the Future has in store for me... Loving myself for the first time in a really long time, and tryin to be a better person ..... in other words doing a lot of self reflection....

      "Raindrops on the tree tops , waiting there to fall, i know how they're feelin, but i'm only , yes i'm only going halfway down, Halfway down- just alittle bit farther, beginning on my journey now, but i'm only going Halfway down ! Learning to Let go of the Past and Look forward to the Present and what the Future has in store for me... Loving myself for the first time in a really long time, and tryin to be a better person ..... in other words doing a lot of self reflection....

    • Interests

      80's music/ well anything 80's really/ lipgloss/ shoes/ clothes/ talking on the internet and phone/ writing / reading / walking/ i like to clean and do laundry- yep i'm a weirdo ! and watching cheesy reality shows where they make people eat gross stuff/ junk food while working out is always good- lol ... and hanging out with friends- just recently joining a gym and want to do some volunteer work - writing a book and staying super busy to occupy my mind !

      80's music/ well anything 80's really/ lipgloss/ shoes/ clothes/ talking on the internet and phone/ writing

  • Recent Activity

    Recently:

    • 2 hugs received, 2 hugs given, 1 group discussion post, 1 discussion post

    Wednesday

    • RockNMetalChic gave 1sickofit a thanks 2:35pm

      lol ur so silly - but i likes ur post- thanks for the hug ! :p and its not just the crayons and clothes…  
    • RockNMetalChic gave Inis a hug 1:38pm

      i just had to send u a hug cause i loved ur response to that post on relationships. u go girlie ! even…  
    • RockNMetalChic wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: I Give Up ! 12:27pm

      Nobody understands me- i am living with a friend who i know really wishes i would leave so we could both…  
  • Journal

    • This entry is private

    • Goin' "Home"...

      Mood March 19, 2009 1:48pm

      They say "Home" is where ur heart is....... if so mine has found a permanent place to dwell in St.Louis Missouri, so i have decided to go …

    • Emotions and Choices

      Mood March 17, 2009 10:06am

      I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, EMOTIONALLY SPEAKING, MY LITTLE PEA SIZED BRAIN IS HAVING A HARD TIME PROCESSING IT ALL... I HAVE THIS …
    • People Piss Me off Lately !

      Mood March 13, 2009 11:24am

      AHHHHHHHHHH !       PEOPLE PISS ME OFF LATELY ! NOT ALL PEOPLE BUT CERTAIN ONES I GUESS.... THEY ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO …
    • Drowning in my own spit....

      Mood March 10, 2009 1:10pm

      have u ever felt that u are drowning in ur own spit? like u are spiraling out of control cause u have no control over u or ur life ? thats exactly …

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  • Hugbook

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    • Hug

      From 1sickofit Wednesday

      not everyone understands the importance of having your crayons organized, thanks for understanding :)

      just kidding :P I just wanted to give you a hug :)

    • Hug

      From voodooguru Wednesday

      FTW...just take care of you!!! big hug

    • Hug

      From IndyGuy October 28

      Thank you that means a lot. I hope things look up for you soon as well. If you need anyhting I'm here for ya.

    • Hug

      From lilsquirt October 20

      Adorable puppy on your avatar! Hugs and I hope you make it through December..and long after..x

    • Hug

      From Elli7 September 30

      Hugs for you, Love, Ellixx

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  • Goals

    Progress

    35 %

    Goal End Date is Jan 9, 09 319 days ago.

    Progress

    0 %

    Goal End Date is Jan 1, 09 327 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    228
    Goal Completed on Jun 9, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression

      Treatments

      Positive Thinking Not Working
      happy thoughts lol ! yeah right - i'm friggin depressed !
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      they don't understand me or what i'm going through and often tell me to just get over it or that i'm stupid- and i do feel stupid most of the time..
      Walking Somewhat Helpful
      helps to relax me and clear my mind its like my alcohol or drug helps me escape the reality of life for just alittle while then it all comes back and hits me like a ton of bricks ...
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      helps alittle to get my feelings on paper and then rip it up- or write letters that i know i'll never send and burn them... i reccomend trying it to anyone thats depressed over relationship stuff..
    • Close Colon Cancer

      LOST MY MOM TO THIS HORRIBLE CANCER IN 2006

      Treatments

      Chemotherapy Not Working
      my mom tried every chemo they have available- nothing worked on her tumors- they were just too big and there were too many...
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      she tried to stay focused on what was good and the time she had left but for every positive thought there is a negative one that creeps its way in on the conversation and we would usually all end up in tears...
      Radiotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      radiation seemed to be somewhat helpful in shrinking the tumors alittle but thats about it...
      Surgery Somewhat Helpful
      it helped to remove some of the tumors and no doubt helped her live longer- but it was just too late...
    • Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

      Lost my mom in 06 .. Thought maybe i could help someone by joining this group and giving support....

    • Open Bereavement

      Lost the love of my life in Dec of 06... RIP (ANDY).... I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I'M THINKING OF YOU !

      Treatments

      Crying Working / Worked
      i get to think about him and talk to him through these tears that fall from my eyes
      Getting Angry Not Working
      i am angry at God for taking my soulmate away from me ......
      Music Working / Worked
      listening to "Our Song"- makes me cry and smile and somehow makes me feel better about things and remembering the good times and bad
      Prayer Working / Worked
      i used prayer to comfort me....
      Remembering Somewhat Helpful
      remembering was more of a painful thing for me - makes me think of all the time he had left to live and all the things he never got to do with me or his son...
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