Hellclaw

Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

I am married and extremely lonely. My husband shows no interest in me and doesn't even talk to me. I have basically drifted from all my friends and most of my family and desperately need someone to talk to.

Treatments

Cymbalta Not Working

gave me bad side effects. wasn't able to get off the couch until I discontinued.

Elavil Not Working

I took it for a short time and ended up using it for a high . I would take a whold bottle in a day.

Paxil Somewhat Helpful

This doesn't help me with my depression but has helped with my shyness for some reason. That is why I stay on it...well, and I go through withdrawals when I stop.

Prozac Not Working

Didnt work, so I stopped.

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

Only did this for a short time but ended up just complaining about how my husband acts towards me and crying then coming home. It helped to have someone listen but no help was really offered.

Trazodone Not Working

Didn't help depression, just put me to sleep. I felt totally drugged.

Wellbutrin Not Working

Only tried for a short time but I was going through paxil withdrawl at the time so I went back to paxil instead.

Zoloft Not Working

Didn't notice a difference.

Close Prescription Drug Abuse

I have been addicted to vicodin for approx 20 years.I also use percocet,ativan,klonopin,soma,tyl#3,tussionex,fentanyl and morphine,opana,dilaudid. Nurses and Drs say that if anyone else was to take the amount of drugs I do they would be in a coma or dead and I still crave more. My huband is emotionally abusive and I have drifted from my family and friends leaving me sad and lonely. These are just excuses I know, but the drugs help numb the pain.Need to talk.