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Joeyrose1107 
4:46pm, April 21, 2009
God,
Give me a chance to show you that I can be an awesome human being.
I know I have so much potential…but I need help from you.
If there was ever a time that I needed your help, it would be now.
I feel like I’m crashing down with this disease. The bed is taking me lately. I don’t want to live my life like that lord. Heal me God. Please lay your hands on me and finally just give me energy to live and love and show you that I am worth it.
I won’t let you down God. I know a lot of us humans are so full of promises. But I promise you won’t be disappointed in me God. Lord, I need to feel better. I don’t know what I’ll do if I don’t start feeling better. I’m helping a lot of teens counseling, but lately I haven’t been doing a good job because I’ve been feeling so sick. I could help so many people; I have so much potential. Lord, if you give me the chance to blossom; I promise I will. I will bloom for you God.
I don’t know if you can hear me tonight but I think I can feel you. I always praise you when everything is going great; but it’s times like this where I need you the most. I’m not asking for a cure…I know that is too much to ask for. I just need some relief so I can continue helping these teens and continue doing well in my classes. I just need a little relief so I can visit and help out with my Grandfather more often. Lord I need help and I’m begging you to hear me tonight. I appreciate everything in my life that you have given me Lord. I have an amazing life. I have amazing family, friends, and even amazing pets. I love my life; I just need to feel some relief so I could enjoy and well Live it…
Please God I’m begging you.
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LarryLDN
oh hon..im sorry that you are going through such a rough patch right now...have you contacted your neuro??..have they tried steriods??....i hate this...i hate ms...but i hate the fact that we have so many young people on here like yourself...sigh...i wish there was something i could do hon to make you feel better...your in my thoughts and prayers hon..
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heather
heather1
DARLING, I TOTALLY FEEL YOUR FRUSTRATION... DON'T FORGET TO KEEP YOUR FAITH... SOMETIMES WE ARE TESTED TO MAKE US STRONGER, AND LORD KNOWS I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THE DIVINE WORKS, BUT KNOW THERE IS A GOOD REASON YOU'RE GOING THROUGH YOUR HELL...
LOOK IN THE SAND, AND NOTICE THAT THERE IS A PATH OF FOOTPRINTS, THEN NOTHING, AND ANOTHER PATH OF FOOTPRINTS... WHEN THERE ARE NO FOOTPRINTS, YOU ARE BEING CARRIED... HAVE FAITH DARLING... REMEMBER FAITH NOT FEAR.... LOVE YOU!
XOXOXO CJ
ddeadred
Sweetie, God hears you, and he feels your pain too! CJ's right....we are tested, and I believe things do happen for a reason. You may be going through a rough time right now, but that will only make you stronger in the end! Try to hang in there! We're here for you! XOXO ~Deb
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