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Lesa 
5:19am, October 31, 2009
A friend reminded me I haven't journaled lately. It's been so very hot and I've been suffering from a lack of motivation too. Not sure why. DS has been quiet and the shoulder has given me trouble this week. Think we overdid the PT Tuesday. It's given me fits since.
I've been taken off coumadin so I can have dental work done next Thursday. After them not letting me come off it to have the port replaced it worries me a little. I'm so prone to clotting,but my vascular doctor says I'll have to come off for this.I do get Lovenox,a blood thinner, during my ivig so I'll at least have that next week.Did I mention that dentists scare the crap out of me?LOL! I'd rather do almost anything else instead.
Dad is stressed out lately and I'm worried about him. He's having to deal with things that shouldn't be happening. It's a good thing I'm 50 miles away sometimes I think.
Hope has an attitude today. She's never really difficult but she's talking back to me tonight. Just a little bit sassy! Just wait until we have thunderstorms again though. She suddenly becomes a very good little girl then! She scampers for my lap with the first rumble of thunder. I dread fireworks and the Fourth of July!
Treatments again starting Monday. Seems like we just did those. Sometimes the thoughts of all the medication and doctors gets a little old. Then I think of the people who aren't able to see a doctor and know that I'm very blessed to get the care I do...so I'll shut up! Hope everybody has a great weekend. Love you all!
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I wish you the best! I don't like dentists either! Have a wonderful day. xxxx
nixfix
THINKING OF YOU MY DEAR FRIEND. SENDING ALL MY HEALING THOUGHTS YOUR WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE PEACH
peachbutterfly
I relate to a lot of your journal. Not a fan of dentists either, or should I say the dental hygienist who may be responsible for me having to have a brain MRI next week. *grr*
I say often to my husband, we may be just floating but that makes us tons luckier than some.
Poor Hope. Maybe she senses your shoulder therapy angst?
Hugs and Mojo
Weebs
KweebsLS
Hope you sassy girl, don't be given your mama any trouble. She has enough trouble with her shoulder and all. I've been feeling that lack of motivation too. Hiding from the heat. I have doctor visit today about meds. rrrr not in the mood. Dreams left me confused this morning. I hate my dreams. I never just wake up peacefully. blah blah love ya, Jennay
listless
super big comforting hugs! hi angel Lesa, Hope, and family! we are so very sorry your shoulder isn't feeling well, and that your dad is stressed. we are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers, and close within our hearts, wishing you all comfort, peace, and healing. keep strong together, continue to rest well. we love you lots and lots, and care deeply about you all. please keep us updated when you can. we hope and pray, that your appointment goes very well. We love you all bunches and bunches! We send our love, many blessings, and positive healing energy. god bless you all.
Chris1981
You shall get extra stars in your crown for allowing a dentist within a mile of your mouth, much less IN IT. . . . . . . Your heart will be beating so fast that the blood won't have time to clot !!! (or so I'm praying, anyway!!) Lovya Sis, and I'll be there with you in our usual way.
carolmj
i feel the same way about dentists.. yukk.they really do suck.they send chills up and down my spine. i dont journal as often either.. i get tired of listening to myself.. but its so good to hear from you. good luck with treatments .love you girlfriend..big hugs..love marie
penny59
Lesa Im praying that all will be good with you and I no God is going to watch over you .You have really had a time here lately your shoulder the power going out your treatments and now having to worry about your dad and having this dental work done .I use to say things cant get any worse but guess what I was wrong so I dont even go there any more.Lesa me and Brandy will be praying hard that you want develope a clot during all this just no we love you. Scott has talked about Hope all day today .He has look at her picture several times and wants you to give her a big hug for him.Lots of hugs and prayers to you my dearest friend,
DebbieSC
God bless you Lesa. You have so much on your plate, just when one lessens, you get another couple items dropped on the plate. I pray for you as I can see you need extra help. You are right about being blessed. I too must remind myself tht I am much better off than a lot of people that can't recieve the care and medications I do, SO THERE! Hope has been so good lately that she probably is a little sassy because she wants you know that she CAN be sassy if she wants to! I love that little pup, Carol
Grease
That makes two Carols who love her.......... we should start a "Hopelovin' Carols " club :o)
carolmj
Hope and Maddy must have the same personality. Sassy at times, yet when they get scared they want to cuddle. I too dread July 4th ... Maddy absolutely HATES how loud the fireworks are, and she HATES the smell. Keeping my fingers crossed that she wont totally freak out. Maybe I will have her come stay with you and Hope, LOL. Hope you appt. goes well next week, along with your treatments. You know I will be praying and watching over you. Love you bunches my friend. Take it easy these next few days.
shootingstar
you would do almost anything to get out of the dentists? Ok, I got a proposition...you can get out of this appointment....IF you go skydiving with me!
SteveB
It must be over ten years since I last saw a dentist so I know exactly what you mean. It's probably time I went again ;-) so perhap we can buoy each other up here. I hope things improve with your shoulder and your father.
tattyhead184
ugh i know what you mean about dr's appointments. I have 3 different therapists and a shrink!! as well as my primary dr. he's "reclaimed" me i would usually see his PA's but after losing Dal, he wanted me back as his patient. so now i have him with my other appts. my boss is getting a bit tired of me taking time off. he's not to understanding. but we are fortunate to have medical care. as for the PT omg its a pain, but has helped with my neck tension. hang in there!! and our lovely lab (who thinks he's a lap dog) is scared to death of fire works. so i'm glad i read your journal it reminded me to tell the hubby to get Mitch some anti anxiety meds for the 4th. thank you for all your comments and love!!
much love to you!!
Kandice
kk75
oh mb..will be right there with you thursday ,at that dentist...You`re sure not alone in being "wary"(sounds better than scared ,huh???:LOL) of them...they make alot of money ,for making even MORE noise ,and how come ,in these days of all things technical ,they still can`t come up with a "sound proof" drill????
You rest up....get good and strong from treatments..have popped a few decent hunky "dream boats" in for your inspection~~~if they pass..let `em give some...want you feeling extra brighter this time....all these lousy PT`s etc ,time for some mischief mb:)
Have missed you sooooooooooo much..what with your troubles ,and ours ,will catch up with you post "D" ,if your feeling up to it?
sending big hugs ,and a whole loada love ,for my (bestest) buddy ,and for "sassy" little hope..(must be her age ,huh?:):)
Love you both..way past the moon and stars..Yb ,ALWAYS..Sharon xxooooxxoxxxxx
Rocky7
Your discription of the little one and T-Storms reminded me of the Sound of Music and you singing favorite things to her........LOL.
I hope your treatments went well.
Take care of your self.
mikeh
Dentists scare me too Lesa!
I think its the heat that wears us all down.Annie gets cranky when it gets too hot and so do i.Hope all goes well at the dentist and with treatments.....Hugz
KneeDeep