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aphroditexlt 
So I'm disappointed in myself. I smoked this weekend. I put my daughter to bed on Friday night and I decided to try on my wedding gown. I put it on and it didn't fit - couldn't even zip it up all the way. I started crying hysterically and decided then and there that I was going to smoke until those pounds are lost. Here I am, standing in a $700 wedding gown and it doesn't fit. I bought this dress on 12/29 and it already doesn't fit. So then I weighed myself and I've gained 5 pounds since I quit. Is this normal? I mean seriously.. 5 pounds in 5 days. If that's the case I don't want to make it to 30 days.. I'm at a loss right now.
I'm so worried that I will gain too much weight and will not be happy on my wedding day.. you're supposed to feel like the most beautiful person on your wedding day, but I have a feeling that isn't going to happen for me until I lose 40 pounds. I've been on Weight Watchers for over a month and it drives my fiance crazy because I am always counting and writing down what I eat.. but it isn't working.. I just keep gaining.
I don't know what to do anymore. What if I gain too much weight from quitting that I can't wear my gorgeous dress and I feel horrible that day and ugly and fat? I don't want my fiance's first thought when I walk down the aisle to be "wow, she really did gain a lot of weight." It is not my determination to be a giant marshmallow..
anyways, I did stop again.. had a momentary lapse.. but I'm worried I'll go back just to avoid having the wedding from hell..
Sorry - I'm so stressed today and writing this is making me even sadder, so I'm gonna go..
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the first few weeks of quitting are such an emotional roller coaster. You just have to hold on you will get over it I promise and things will be so much better you won't even be thinking about smoking anymore... hard to believe but it's true. You won't keep gaining weight honestly... I WANTED to gain more than I did and gained about 10 pounds in the first month now I can't gain a pound even trying... things level off and you will loose those 5 measily pounds. Besides the glowing beautiful rosy cheeks and sparkle in your eye and no rotten stench of smoking will totally make up for 5 lbs that no one is going to notice but yourself anyways. I hope you are still quit or at least still wanting to quit. HUGS! Take care!
lilpeep
Have you heard of the "Zone"? It's amazing! I recently lost 15 lbs and now fit into the "skinny jeans"! Eat 3 meals daily+2snacks-just avoid bad carbs(white bread,pasta) and sugar. I suggest you look into it.
asadheart