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aphroditexlt 
I'm doing so much better today! 
I read through my last journal entry and that was a bit hard to take in that I was feeling that "pathetic" yesterday. Not to say I'm pathetic (or anyone else is for that matter) but I am realizing how truly pathetic a nicotine addiction can be. I can't believe I allowed myself to become addicted to something like that - I noticed the jitters and how I kept thinking to myself that "having only one won't hurt!" I was doing everything in my power to convince myself that I needed to have a cigarette. BUT I DIDN'T! I'm so proud of myself for not giving in.
My boss quit almost two months ago and he is using Chantix. He told me I really should try it. My Mom was also just put on Chantix two days ago. I really want to see if I can do this cold turkey. If I can't and for some reason (which I hope doesn't happen) I start smoking again, then I will definitely try to get myself on something.
