I Felt a funeral, in my brain, And Mourners to and fro Kept treading-treading-till it seemed That Sense was breaking through-And then they all were seated, A service like a drum-Kept beating-beating-till I thought My mind was going numb... A portion of a poem written by Emily Dickinson that made me realize, I AM NOT ALONE!Yeah!!!!And here I am to share MY STORY, that may help others along with myself.
I Felt a funeral, in my brain, And Mourners to and fro Kept treading-treading-till it seemed That Sense was breaking through-And then they all were seated, A service like a drum-Kept beating-beating-till I thought My mind was going numb... A portion of a poem written by Emily Dickinson that made me realize, I AM NOT ALONE!Yeah!!!!And here I am to share MY STORY, that may help others along with myself.
Living, learning, Reading, The Beach and Dogs!
Living, learning, Reading, The Beach and Dogs!
May 29, 2009 2:31am
My Grandfather passed away(my only Dad)and I have to take my Grandma(only mom) off life support tommorow and I am soooo afraid.I will follow her …
February 25, 2008 8:55pm
After starting a goal on this site I started reading many many posts and replies and learned so much from so many and I will not stop. I thought I …
I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time, hope we can chat one day, please take care:)
Thank you for the birthday hug...but, it isn't my birthday it was my EX's birthday yesterday. For my Birthday last year I received a Good Bye letter from him. I read your profile and I am sorry for the abuse you have endured. Keep your chin up and be strong and you can be the same person in that picture of you winning at darts, GREAT PICTURE! Huggs, ~Idio
LOL...my brain is hopeless as always, which is why I am nicknamed Crazycat XXXXX....:) xx
Thank-you crazy8... I love your avatar.... although I get dizzy if I watch it too long. lol
i *heart* ur picture. its so cute
I am panicking as I write this and thoughts run from (Who will see this,does it make me weak to go so public and what would my family and friends think if they saw how weak I can be and much more)Then my thoughts go to (Yeah,Yes Other people are like me and can understand the reason I cant sleep and why I look haggard at work when my brain does not stop when my body is so exhausted)I am here and I took the babystep!Yeah!!
Heavily abused as a child and continued the pattern as an adult,It was all I new,comfortable?NOT!Its was all I knew,now Safe people only in my life!
I have been diagnosed with Anxiety and depression and have come far and yet still need help so here I am!!
Its hard to leave your room,because it is the only place you can be..It is yours and the lock secures you sanity,NOBODY can hurt you there if you do not open it up!But if you do open it prepare yourself because life may flood in...and maybe,just maybe,you will embrace life...I try and therefore I live!
you know the story..if you read this.
My Grandpa has this but for me he is not a grandpa but a father to me and it hurts to see him not remember me at times
I Lost my Grandpa a month ago from Alheimer related causes,and now I just had to remove my Grandmother off life support due to a sudden Brain Tumor removal and complications(She appointed me the one to let her go)They were the only parents I ever had and I feel so alone!
