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I lost my beloved MOM on 8/14/07. She was my whole life as we did everything together. MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.... I ACHE EVERY DAY AND PRAY I CAN GET OUT OF THIS NIGHTMARE....
I lost my beloved MOM on 8/14/07. She was my whole life as we did everything together. MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.... I ACHE EVERY DAY AND PRAY I CAN GET OUT OF THIS NIGHTMARE....
I am retired, love computer games; eating out, dogs, football, cooking, flowers.
I am retired, love computer games; eating out, dogs, football, cooking, flowers.
I hate the cemetary..i only go there once a year..Tara is in a mosllium, its the coldest and deadest place i've ever been to, i never wanted her buried in a cemetary, which is why i had the cremetorium to put some of her ashes in a locket for me...she was a free spirit and deserves to have her ashes set free not locked up in a wall...it is the one place i have never really felt her, except for this one inccident and that was funny.. i'm sure it was her who set it up...her mother inlaw is very religous, and hypocritial to boot, Tara and her didn't really get along and i'm not exactly in good standing with them either, because i'm not into religion, long story short, i promised Tara that i would keep the peace with them for the boys sake, so the first year her husband and the kids and i were going to go there togther and he informed me that his mom wanted to come, now i'm a very private person and when i have to do things i don't want to or i'm grieving, i don't want people around, but for Tara i said what the hell, so we get to the cemetary and we are in the building standing infront of Tara's plot and Sophia starts to read from a bible, i don't believe in the bible, but i bowed my head out of respect, hey if its what she wants to do what the hell, any ways she starts to read out loud and all of a sound this guy starts up the huge ass vaccum, and its loud,,, so sophia starts to read louder...lol... and doesn't the guy come down and stop right in front of us with the machine drowning her out....i couldn't help myself i broke out laughing, cause when i had bowed my head i was telling Tara that i had kept my promise....lol...i'm sure it was her who sent the vaccum....I laughed..but she didn't find it funny and poor Andrew he didn't know what to do....lol.....They are gone but they are still with us Kris...just keep your mind open and feel with your heart....we are never alone....we have our angels
Thank you Kristina! This is a huge loss to me and her many other friends and family. Jazzy was very special; that's for sure! ((((HUGS))))
LOL..mybe it does..I haven't been on here much either, i've been busy with work and animals and grandkids. I took Tara's ashes with me to Vancouver and let her go in a river that was full of seals and hawks and bald eagles flying all around. It was a beautiful spot and i'm sure she would have approved. Its been 9 yrs now, and i am finally coming to terms that she is gone, this was my way of letting her go. I think i am afraid to let her go because i'm afraid she will be forgotten. Weird eh? Strange how the mind works...
Hey there..i'm fine thanks..just plugging along with life..How have you been? It's been a while since we've chatted, i hope all is well with you.
Doctor has me taking one test after another it seems to get to the source of my problem. Will let ya know if and when I get results! Thanks!
I lost my Mom 8/14/07. I was working full time until July, 2007. I feel so alone. How does one rebuild a new life?
I have a stomach ache everyday and know I have IBS
Retired, lost my beloved Mom last year, live with my dad, not many friends.