i just moved to south texas. i …
i just moved to south texas. i had high hopes of starting a new life here. since my arrival here, i havent met anyone …
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I am soooo tired. i woke up with a new noise to add to the other noises. Plus one of my other noises has gone up to where it is more noticeable than when it was low. The new noise is like when you hear a leaf blower from a distance.The other noise is hard to explain it's not a eeeeeeeeeeeeee it's like when one of those big bells sound and the noise it makes after the last hit something like that it was at a low level and now it is to where i can notice it.
PLUS my ear is reacting to certain noise. It use to do this off and on.Now it is doing it more often. Like when i close a drawer the nosie makes my ear react to the noise. It changes the noise in my ear. My nerves are so messed up right now that it's affecting my body big time. I can't concentrate,I have dirrehea,I can't sleep, My neck hurts.I have no peace. Im trying real hard not to just lock myself in the room and stay in bed till i die from not eating or drinking.
Just when i get used to and adjust to the sounds that come then it all changes. For the worse. Just when i get used to one thing here comes along another noise or change in the ear that set me in a worse state of mind. Why can't i get a break. Just when i get use to the ear popping noise,the ringing,the hypercusis,heart beat noise,the tones more noise or new ones comes to torture me.
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I am so sorry to hear your suffering so..I go through the same thing, everyday. Not wanting to wake up for fear it might be a "loud day" The screetching in my ears everyday every second, is just about to do me in...Here lately I have been going through a spike, which will hopefully settle. I will pray for you. When all hope is lost, PRAY and keep your FAITH.
Love,
Becca
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I am hoping you are going to get a much deserved and needed break. My ear noises have gotten really bad. I have withdrawn socially. My nervous system is so taxed - but now I am so isolated and lonely - I wish I could come over and visit - that way I would just sit and be quiet and not be offended that you are not talking much - because I know why you are miserable. I had four awful noises before they took me to the mental hospital - it is down to two noises - and for some reason, I can't figure out why, I am down to one noise today - but I had four horrible noises and I could not sleep - I was popping sleep aides like they were candy and I crunched and ate them so they would work faster - I was losing it - there was only one thing I could do - I just sat and begged God to help me - it lasted for weeks and I just cried and begged and begged and cried - I couldn't do anything else - no one could prescribe anything - I couldn't call anyone - I was sobbing and holding my head - so how could I focus on a phone conversation. A friend begged me to come over so she could pray for me - I just sat there and sobbed without talking while all four horrific noises played through my head - vibrating my teeth - and she prayed for me - it was so bad that while my husband talked with her husband (they work at the same place) -I went into an upstairs bedroom and laid on their bed and sobbed - the noise was horrific and I could not sit and have tea with conversing skills - they just left me there and then I went home and sobbed through the night - so ditto to Becca - pray - I have gotten a little better - T still kicks my butt though - I will play a CD or something and it will get mad about it and kick up in volume - it also hates the TV and tells me I will pay for watching that action show - the wireless headset helps some because I control the volume - so that helps - I am hoping you get better - when I got my extra two noises, I thought it would be what kills me - I daydreamed about taking every pill I could - but I have four kids and a husband - I begged God - I said I am going to die I just know it - but then the four noises went to two - the two noises are still hard because one of the two - is a tea kettle - I can't take the pot off the stove - yikes!!!! Today the tea kettle is resting - but I can't take that for granted - it might be in my head's kitchen tomorrow - I am praying you get better - it is really bad - do you have any xanax or something - because if your nervous system cannot rest - I wonder if it is a vicious circle - God bless you - Mandie
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