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I am soooo tired. i woke up with a new noise to add to the other noises. Plus one of my other noises has gone up to where it is more noticeable than when it was low. The new noise is like when you hear a leaf blower from a distance.The other noise is hard to explain it's not a eeeeeeeeeeeeee it's like when one of those big bells sound and the noise it makes after the last hit something like that it was at a low level and now it is to where i can notice it.
PLUS my ear is reacting to certain noise. It use to do this off and on.Now it is doing it more often. Like when i close a drawer the nosie makes my ear react to the noise. It changes the noise in my ear. My nerves are so messed up right now that it's affecting my body big time. I can't concentrate,I have dirrehea,I can't sleep, My neck hurts.I have no peace. Im trying real hard not to just lock myself in the room and stay in bed till i die from not eating or drinking.
Just when i get used to and adjust to the sounds that come then it all changes. For the worse. Just when i get used to one thing here comes along another noise or change in the ear that set me in a worse state of mind. Why can't i get a break. Just when i get use to the ear popping noise,the ringing,the hypercusis,heart beat noise,the tones more noise or new ones comes to torture me.
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I am so sorry to hear your suffering so..I go through the same thing, everyday. Not wanting to wake up for fear it might be a "loud day" The screetching in my ears everyday every second, is just about to do me in...Here lately I have been going through a spike, which will hopefully settle. I will pray for you. When all hope is lost, PRAY and keep your FAITH.
Love,
Becca
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I am hoping you are going to get a much deserved and needed break. My ear noises have gotten really bad. I have withdrawn socially. My nervous system is so taxed - but now I am so isolated and lonely - I wish I could come over and visit - that way I would just sit and be quiet and not be offended that you are not talking much - because I know why you are miserable. I had four awful noises before they took me to the mental hospital - it is down to two noises - and for some reason, I can't figure out why, I am down to one noise today - but I had four horrible noises and I could not sleep - I was popping sleep aides like they were candy and I crunched and ate them so they would work faster - I was losing it - there was only one thing I could do - I just sat and begged God to help me - it lasted for weeks and I just cried and begged and begged and cried - I couldn't do anything else - no one could prescribe anything - I couldn't call anyone - I was sobbing and holding my head - so how could I focus on a phone conversation. A friend begged me to come over so she could pray for me - I just sat there and sobbed without talking while all four horrific noises played through my head - vibrating my teeth - and she prayed for me - it was so bad that while my husband talked with her husband (they work at the same place) -I went into an upstairs bedroom and laid on their bed and sobbed - the noise was horrific and I could not sit and have tea with conversing skills - they just left me there and then I went home and sobbed through the night - so ditto to Becca - pray - I have gotten a little better - T still kicks my butt though - I will play a CD or something and it will get mad about it and kick up in volume - it also hates the TV and tells me I will pay for watching that action show - the wireless headset helps some because I control the volume - so that helps - I am hoping you get better - when I got my extra two noises, I thought it would be what kills me - I daydreamed about taking every pill I could - but I have four kids and a husband - I begged God - I said I am going to die I just know it - but then the four noises went to two - the two noises are still hard because one of the two - is a tea kettle - I can't take the pot off the stove - yikes!!!! Today the tea kettle is resting - but I can't take that for granted - it might be in my head's kitchen tomorrow - I am praying you get better - it is really bad - do you have any xanax or something - because if your nervous system cannot rest - I wonder if it is a vicious circle - God bless you - Mandie
I can't beleive how this day has been.I woke up at 3:00am went back to sleep woke up at 5:30am I over cooked my organic turkey that cost me $50.00 and 30 mile drive one way.I didn't get all the gibblets out found the last remaining parts after i had cooked it dryer than the desert.I made the mashed potatoes too watery put too much milk.I didn't defrost the dinner rolls and they didn't rise and were hard as a rock.My toritas that i had made early in the morning didn't come out good either.Lucky i had can gravy for the dry turkey.I was suppose to make a homeade cake but i didn't want to take the chance.
I got a cannon camcorder for xmas that cost $300.00 bought disk and the chip.I got my xmas present early so i could know how to work the camcorder on xmas day.Every christmas my family and my mom go to this beutiful park and take pictures.It's like a tradition. So i take my camcorder that also takes pictures.Now we all get dressed real nice i fixed my hair. I even waxed my face days before so i could put makeup and look pretty. I get home and down load the pictures and guess what They all came out crappy we don't even look like real people.Some pictures came out yellow and the day was beutiful.Our faces look all weird our color looks weird but yet the picture that i took of the swan came out perfect. I can't wait for this day to be OVER SO OVER!
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I am sorry you have had such a bad day. I have too. BOTH my kids are sick...my daughter has been complaining of an earache all day, and my son has been having green snot- so i know they both have infections. On Christmas day. On top of all that, my ears are screaming. Let's pray that tomorrow is better.
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Sorry you didn't have the greatest Christmas day. I'm sure you'll get the hang of the new camcorder. I like the swan picture. My whole family has been sick for Christmas. I fixed one of those spiral hams yesterday that you just have to heat up. My stinking nose would not quit running so I was constantly wiping and blowing my nose and washing my hands. It was not a fun time. Now I think my cold is turning into a sinus infection and my ear hurts. Hopefully we'll all have a better new year. This last year was a really bad one for me.
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Ledlilyl,
I'm so sorry you had a bad Christmas. I was right there with you, as my Christmas was utterly and completely HORRIBLE. I have loved Christmas all my life, and look forward to it all year, but this time, I was never so glad to be rid of something in my life. I've found out the hard way holidays are not fun when one suffers severe tinnitus. Thank you tinnitus for sapping all the fun out of the happiest time of the year. Tinnitus, I HATE you.
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Goal Updated
Hi TTCMel
The presence of vertigo upon awakening in the morning is a common complaint with vertigo and is suggestive of peripheral vestibular disorders as the cause of Vertigo
Causes of vertigo are divided into Peripheral and Central Causes:
Peripheral causes include:
1)Acute labyrinthitis ("inner ear infection") which is inflammation of the labyrinthine organs caused by viral or bacterial infection
2) Acute vestibular neuronitis (vestibular neuritis) is usually used interchaneably with viral labyrinthitis or "inner ear infection" and is an inflammation of the vestibular nerve, usually caused by viral infection
3) Benign positional paroxysmal vertigo (benign positional vertigo) or BPPV is transient episodes of vertigo caused by stimulation of vestibular sense organs by canalith (small stones or debris in the inner ear) and affects middle-age and older patients and affects twice as many women as men
MUCH LESS COMMON:
4) Cholesteatoma which is a cyst-like lesion filled with keratin debris, most often involving the middle ear and mastoid (can be seen on otoscope exam by a doctor when they look in your ear)
5) Herpes zoster oticus (Ramsay Hunt syndrome) which is vesicular eruption affecting the ear caused by reactivation of the varicella-zoster virus
6) Mèniére’s disease (Mèniére’s syndrome) Recurrent episodes of vertigo, hearing loss, tinnitus, or ear fullness caused by increased volume of endolymph in the semicircular canals
7) Otosclerosis: Hardening or thickening of the tympanic membrane caused by age or recurrent infections of the ear
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