Journal Entry for January 10, 2008
I havent slept at all....I am so drained out....I have no social life because everyone that lives by me is either a drug addict, whore, or preggerz …
I am in a really bad abusive relationship with a much other guy. I have really bad anxiety..I have (ocd)obsession compulsive disorder and I have depression. :(
I am in a really bad abusive relationship with a much other guy. I have really bad anxiety..I have (ocd)obsession compulsive disorder and I have depression. :(
I am a very outgoing and loving person. I love listening to music..I dance..swim..take pictures..and scrapbook.
I am a very outgoing and loving person. I love listening to music..I dance..swim..take pictures..and
I havent slept at all....I am so drained out....I have no social life because everyone that lives by me is either a drug addict, whore, or preggerz …
Ok so I havent talked on here for a few days and am in soo much need of help in what what I am not sure but I really need to get rid of my …
hey i also have ocd and depression,if you want to chat i am new to this site
Smiling is infectious, You can catch it like the flu. Someone smiled at me today, And I started smiling too. Pass it on it will make you feel good. Have a wonderful weekend.
Sweetie, You mom needs to realize that not all side effects affect everyone. I took prozac for three years and had no side effects. I just built up a tolerance to it and had to be switched to something else. Maybe your mom and you could compromise and say try it for four weeks and see how it works for YOU. Then if she still feels the same what take her to the doc who prescibed it and talk about it together. Sending angels of protection and blessings to you, Bren
God Bless
Stopping by to wish you a beautiful week.
I have had depression for a little over 4yrs now and its a hard thing to cope with and i think it all started when my sister got put away for doing bad things. It was like i lost my sister and once that happened our whole family started making wrong decisions which in the end effected me. Alot of my depression has to do with drug abuse and abuse....I didnt do drugs but memebers of my family have but i have been abused and still am being abuse.
I have has anxiety from as far back as i remember. Its like FULL BLOWN ANXIETY. Seriously I can hardly sleep at night every night because I think and think and think. When I get nervous anxiety hits me so quick its like i get swaety hands, i feel like im ganna vomit, i get real sweaty, and bad thought run through my mind. Its horrible.
I had ocd for maybe 2 yrs and its unbelievable. I do so many weird things. Its not taking over my life but it is taking a tool on me. EVERYTHING i mean EVERYTHING has to be EVEN, if its not i get upset. If someone touches me on my right side i have to touch my left side. These are some of the things i go through. Its so weird.
For 3-4 years my Boyfriend (23) has been abusing me emotionally and physically. He use to hit me but he doesnt anymore. Thank god. But now he tells me what to do..He tells me when to do things..He ask me so many questions..He puts me down all the time..He accuses me of cheating....It is unbelievable and i am getting sick of it.
I started homeschooling (online) last year because I was getting into trouble in school. I love it and I would highly recommend it. :)