msde's Journal

  we stopped talking about him for over two months..

now time to time we talk about things, but when we talk now (and its very very very seldom)

i show indifference like shes talking about a stranger.

she gave me time to heal and in doing so now the relationship she has or doesnt have (i have no idea) with her dad..is her own

which by taking my pain out of it, let her move on too.

oh i still have my ups and downs and i guess expect to for however long that takes, but she doesnt know about the downs anymore.

i guess what i didnt realize til now typing this..by setting the goal to help her heal..i actually healed myself..again i say who knew