Mommy2lexylu's Journal

Hey guys,

       I spoke too soon about my computer being fixed. It is in the shop and has been since my last post and I dont think its coming home.  I have been keeping myself busy with life in general.  I have missed you guys and all the support. I  did not realize how much untill today . Today would have been Kaili's 1st birthday. I can't believe how fast everything can come back in a split second. I don't know if that is just the way this works or if my lack of daily strength has set me back some. I guess it could be a little of both.  Anyway I tried to fill today with all I could do to keep me busy but it is hard to fill every second.  I think I need to go to her grave again.  Maybe tomorrow. I will write more soon.