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Well today marks the 2 year anniversary of Kaili's death. I can't believe it has already been that long. It still seems like it was just yesterday. The days events are clearer then days just last week. It is strange how that happens. I have found myself in a bad way most of the week which really stinks considering my birthday was 2 days ago. I diddn't really enjoy myself because I was dreading any day closer to today. It was that way last year too. I hope it gets better....I would like to enjoy my birthday. I think i will go visit her today. I wonder how her mom is today. Well heres to healing..........
Hey guys....wow it has been ages since I have written. I have a new computer now so that is a plus. Things are going pretty good for me but most importantly for Kailis mom. She had a baby this summer. He is a very healthy baby boy and I have been told she and the baby are healthy and doing very well. I had the great privledge of attending a close friends birth a few months ago. It was amazing. While I was in the hospital with her I saw a picture on the wall of the Kailis little brother and it was like looking at her. There were subtle differences but all in all it looking at the picture gave me chills. It still seems like just yesterday sometimes. Well I guess thats all for now. Hope all is well with all of you.
Hey guys,
I spoke too soon about my computer being fixed. It is in the shop and has been since my last post and I dont think its coming home. I have been keeping myself busy with life in general. I have missed you guys and all the support. I did not realize how much untill today . Today would have been Kaili's 1st birthday. I can't believe how fast everything can come back in a split second. I don't know if that is just the way this works or if my lack of daily strength has set me back some. I guess it could be a little of both. Anyway I tried to fill today with all I could do to keep me busy but it is hard to fill every second. I think I need to go to her grave again. Maybe tomorrow. I will write more soon.
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Happy birthday Kaili. Hugs. Kasey
KaseyF