its over
June 15, 2009 7:24pm
I went to the Emergency room with bleeding today..I had a miscarrage..I dont know how to feel..I am sad..but seem to have hope..Ithings are …
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GGMom
1:53am, June 28, 2009
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GGMom
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I'm simply me. New here.
I'm simply me. New here.
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yeesh
June 3, 2009 12:18am
I dotn know what is happening..i might have no baby in me i might have a tubal pregnacy i might be miscarring (with out symptoms) I migh tend up with …
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prego
May 29, 2009 1:15am
I just took @ EPT 1st respons pregnancy test..they both came out positive..my mind is in a whirlwind!
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Im scared
May 28, 2009 6:18pm
Well I have my emotions in check for now. It seems the depression and paranoia comes in waves. I am learning meditation again..and was able to clear …
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paranoid (venting)
May 26, 2009 7:00pm
Well we arent homeless or starving...so I guess now I get to be crazy. My boy friend..Im so paranoid that he is cheating..Im worried he wants me to …
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HI GGMOM,JUST WANTED TO SEND YOU LOTS OF HUGSSSS AND ASK HOW YOU ARE.I HAVE BEEN MOVEING THE LAST WEEK SO AM IN ALOT OF PAIN.WELL TAKE CARE AND HAPPY HALLOWEENLOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKIE HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOOM
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HI MY DEAR FRIEND,HOW ARE YOU?JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG YOUR WAY AND SAY AM THINKING OF YOU TODAY.HAVE A GREAT WEEK-END.LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSSS JACKY
Chocolate
How are you? I haven't heard from you in a while!
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HI GGMOM,HOW ARE YOU?I HOPE YOUR WEEK-END IS GOING GREAT FOR YOU.JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG YOUR WAY AND SAY AM THINKING OF YOU AND HAVE YOU IN MY PRAYERS.TAKE CARE LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKIE
Ray of Sunshine
Have not heard from you in ages, how are you doing? how is the quit coming along? Hope all is well. Give me a holler when you can. Hugs to ya!
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Support Groups
Close Sciatica
Hi, I am 26 and I have had sciatic problems for 3 years. I have a herniated lumbar disc and the sciatic is pinched because of this. I have no health coverage; and my local clinic doesn't deal with things like these. I am prescribed 2 medications for it. I am a homemaker and muddle thru my days happily, when the pain allows. On some days I just mope around praying for relief. I'm also a bi-polar. And I have an addiction to smoking, nicotine is hard to give up!
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed bp 4 years ago. I just started meds for the first time. I haven't met a lot of bp people. So I am looking forward to talking about our difference.
Treatments
Open Chronic Pain
I have had problems with endometriosis (I cant spell) for years now. I am really young but the pain plagues me. I also have back problems. I am in pain so much I can't walk some days.
Treatments
- Flexeril Working / Worked
- Helps a lot. But I cannot get it from my clinic.
- Heat Working / Worked
- makes it worse some times.
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- Helps a lot but I cant get it legally and I dont want to get in trouble.
- Mobic Somewhat Helpful
- I am unsure if it is doing anything. But I continue to take it because they tell me it helps.
- Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
- I do notice the difference...but I do not have a script or refills for this.
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- could not live with out my 900mg a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Physical Therapy Considering
- I dont know where it is avalible to me
Open Back Pain
I have constant chronic pain due to my herniated disk and pinched sciatic nerve.
Treatments
- Bedrest Not Working
- I cant bring my self to lay in bed...even for an hour during the day. The bed is for night time sleeping only...I am too manic to rest.
- Flexeril Working / Worked
- Sure helps a lot. At least takes the edge off.
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- I have to take a high dosage for it to touch my pain. But it does work. I am in so much pain I dont have to worry about the drug making me "high" It just takes care of some of my pain.
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Dont notice much difference. And it makes me get headaches.
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Seems to help some. Not much difference.
- Physical Therapy Considering
- I haven't had it but I would like to.
- Stretching Working / Worked
- I have to stretch...remember I dont lay down durring the day unless I have to. So when I do lay down (like twice a month) I stretch a lot before and after.
Open Anxiety
I stated having panic attacks shortly after my daughter was born in 2001. I found out later that the reason I was always confused and over whealmed is from anxiety
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Open Alcoholism
I had a lot of problems for a few years...family problems legal problems...I am bi-polar so I used alcohol to self medicate and cope. I almost lost my life in a car accident because of my drinking. I am permanently injured from it. I just gave up feeling sorry for my self and drinking for self medication around Christmas.
Treatments
- Willpower Somewhat Helpful
- What has really helped me is other medications I take react badly with alcohol so I can only drink about half a beer before it makes me dizzy.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I havent talked about this much.co this is hard. My husband and two of my ex boyfriends abused me in many ways. I was nearly choked to death once. I have sever anxiety and trust issues now.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- It helps when you try to forgive ..they were sick.
- Leave Working / Worked
- Yes it is ahrd to break away but when you do it is worth it.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Im interested in learning about herbal smoking..Ive smoked as well.
Treatments
- Willpower Somewhat Helpful
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have smoked for a while..like10 years. I am wanting to quit but also not wanting to quit. I need support.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- I last about 3 hours and then I am like a crack addict trying anything to get a smoke. Even rolled one out of the buts in the front yard...
- Willpower Not Working
- When it comes to ciggs..I have no will power they control me..just typing this is making my mouth water for one.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I recently had a horrible panic attack that landed me in the ER. Think it may have been caused by ocd
Treatments
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- just started it yesterday 51808
Open High Blood Pressure
26 years old and my average BP is 100/120!! yikes right? Well I just found out that I cant stand the sun....got up to 108/200 ended up in the ER...
Treatments
- Lisinopril/HCTZ Somewhat Helpful
- as long as I keep my anxiety in check and dont smoke ciggs...and stay cool.
Open Loneliness
GGMom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I have a little girl I do not live with. She is 8 hours away and that makes the holiday season really hard for me...
Open Homelessness
I have been homeless for 7 months and finally have a floor to sleep on..this is not the first time. I have lived in a half way house before too.
Open Endometriosis
GGMom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
GGMom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
I am here because this is where I belong
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- threre's a lack of good therapist in my area. I can't afford one right now. The free ones can only see me once a month..that dont help!!
- Rubber Bands Considering
- might be a thought one of my friends tried it an I think it helped him.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- yeah it works but it's so expensive..lol
Open Bisexuality
because I am :)
Open Codependency
I need affection to the point I am making my relationship suffer..I get terrified when he just goes to work...
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Usually when I get the most stressed about it there's no one available to talk to me..lol
Open Lactose Intolerance
My tummy has recently decided not to allow me any lactose..or at least I think thats the issue!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Too Soon to Tell
- I have a hard time giving up my favorite foods...and we are poor..so it's hard. I ate scrambled eggs with a tiny bit of milk in them and OMG i thought i was dying..that was today
- Lactaid Working / Worked
- Actually I drink SILK..yummy stuff too
Open Pregnancy
I took @ home prego test and they are both positive
Open Infertility
GGMom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Miscarriage
GGMom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Body Modification
I like the pain and art of piercings and tattooing
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Ovo vegetarianism (No meat or dairy)trying to start a healthier life by not eating meats..I still plan on eating fish..I am lactose intolerant so dont use dairy already.
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- Patience Too Soon to Tell
