My brain needs to die
My mind is my enemy; Loves to play games
With the feelings I adore
Turns them painful, sour, joyless
So I take light from them again nevermore …
Please believe me when I say that you dont want to know me.
Please believe me when I say that you dont want to know me.
My mind is my enemy; Loves to play games
With the feelings I adore
Turns them painful, sour, joyless
So I take light from them again nevermore …
So hi.
My homelife right now pretty much consists of
laying in bed for days on end
constantly …
I dont know what to say.
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My <3 band. New album. Its dissapointing me that none of the lyrics seem to rhyme or be coherent so …
I hate showers.
Dont blame me if this doesnt make sense. and i know some dont rhyme but it made sense in my head, so please forgive …
When you hear this, I ask you to disregard the face that is telling it to you, for that face is one that could never be taken seriouslyA mask covers …
haha I send delicious cake, feed it to your parents :) dont let the bunny touch you with your joy or you will never dance again!
I got you f f f flowers :D
Hug you ! Cause I want you smile .
And I want to say , cherish what you have . Do you know a sentence , when you are crying for not having shoes ,some people they don't have feet ?
sorry youre having a bad day sis:(
Yes.... Really cared we would want.
Progress
80 %
Oh for f*cks sake. I give up. No more pills. I can't count on capsules and tablets to make me feel better, all they give is false hope.
It's gotten pretty bad recently.
My cat, Penny, passed away On May 5th, 2008 around 4:30pm. She was nineteen. I knew this was coming as of a few days before. She was a very old cat. She passed of old age. Yeah, I miss her tons. But there was nothing I could do. I’ve decided, that instead of feeling horrible about the fact that she’s gone, I should be celebrating the fact that she had such a long life.
THANK YOU. I was waiting for this support group! --- I pretty much always think something horrible is going to happen, because of past expeiences. I suppose it may be partially post-traumatic stress, but I'm mostly just paranoid.
People always seem to drift away. No matter how hard I try, I can never keep people in my life.
People tell me I'm not terribly overweight, but I could stand to be alot healthier. ------- When I was young, my parent's didn't care enough about me to cook real food, so thwey'd get McDonalds, KFC, whatever was cheap and easy. Nowadays I'm living a much more normal lifstyle, but I have weight left over from back then that I want gone.
I left this group a while ago, thinking I had beat it. Heh. That's funny.