whts on my mind?
im the biggest fucking idiot
i hate me
i hate this place
this family
im hungry
im cold
lonely
tired
I want out
i want to die
Please believe me when I say that you dont want to know me.
Please believe me when I say that you dont want to know me.
im the biggest fucking idiot
i hate me
i hate this place
this family
im hungry
im cold
lonely
tired
I want out
i want to die
"Dear high school: I'm so beyond you. I'm more mature and grown up than the rest of your inhabitants. Every day I look around me and …
Supposed to be posted on the 22nd but i accidentally set it to private. not that it matters. Blah blah blah blah blah.
Cleche, But so …
sorry youre having a bad day sis:(
Yes.... Really cared we would want.
pomato :) and the finger trap :) and the pen without tool name, and the weird.. flingy thingy... yaaay
its okay hun. i totally understand. but if you need to talk, you can come to me. even if you think it wont be fun. :) cause i loves you like whoa twinny twin.
you need to get on msn so we can chaaaat :)
Progress
80 %
Oh for f*cks sake. I give up. No more pills. I can't count on capsules and tablets to make me feel better, all they give is false hope.
It's gotten pretty bad recently.
My cat, Penny, passed away On May 5th, 2008 around 4:30pm. She was nineteen. I knew this was coming as of a few days before. She was a very old cat. She passed of old age. Yeah, I miss her tons. But there was nothing I could do. I’ve decided, that instead of feeling horrible about the fact that she’s gone, I should be celebrating the fact that she had such a long life.
THANK YOU. I was waiting for this support group! --- I pretty much always think something horrible is going to happen, because of past expeiences. I suppose it may be partially post-traumatic stress, but I'm mostly just paranoid.
People always seem to drift away. No matter how hard I try, I can never keep people in my life.
People tell me I'm not terribly overweight, but I could stand to be alot healthier. ------- When I was young, my parent's didn't care enough about me to cook real food, so thwey'd get McDonalds, KFC, whatever was cheap and easy. Nowadays I'm living a much more normal lifstyle, but I have weight left over from back then that I want gone.
I left this group a while ago, thinking I had beat it. Heh. That's funny.