Bslavy's Journal

I am tired. I don't know why, but i am really tired.

Swimming starts today... I am freakin out a little. But im sure i'll be okay. Just really nervous.

I got to see abby this weekend. I've missed her a lot. We went to a party. It was okay.

I got home at like 1230. My rents were not home yet. Amber told me what my dad said about me... which really hurt. Dad said " Where's everyone at?" Amber said " jess is at tori's bri's with abby at a party." Dad " oh did she wear her rainbow costume?" Amber " Uhh. No. she wore black sweat pants and a t shirt" Dad " oh is that her dike outfit now? "  Amber " shut up dad" And he just glared at her.

I heard this and im just like... what the fuck? Its sweet that you can say shit behind my back, and give me little hidden messages or hints. But im not changing my ways for you. My mom is now like ohh ill tolerate this for a while. I don't know when she will snap. My dad now is like how my mom was, which is stupid. Completely stupid. I am just going to deal with it. They know if they try to take abby away from me like they did everyone else im out. They don't wanna loose me and so they are trying to ride the border and so am i. We'll see what happens i guess.

 Bowling Green is my first pick of school. Then Oswego, Then Shawnee State. I am going to a Preview Dec 5th. I've been talking to some rugby girls who are putting in a good word. I heard rugby parties are one of the sickest parties at BG. but i am going to do really well in college, no doubt. 

School is alright. I really need to get more involved in my work now. I am just kinda doin shit and the end. So English, really gotta step it up. This class, newspaper...idk. Just doing my shit is fine. Bio, im good. And thats the end. Now 4th period i'll try to get all my homework done, go to swimming. I don't know whats happening with theatre. And weekends are working. Weekend nites are for the girlfriend. soo My life officially ends today. haha.

 BIG PLUS though. I cleaned my room. Like legit cleaned my room. I have a floor, and a desk now. c: Its grand. hha.

Hmm so swim swim this week. Read a book. No paper because we argued that our teacher is crazy and its going to be half assed so no paper.Then work this weekend along with going to scary places with my gf.

 

ps: my rents are going to florida this weekend.....hmm.

 

pps: I sure do not have cancer, so whoevers bright idea it was to say something to everyone, shut the fuck up. I'm fine. 

 

the end.

c: