Journal Entry for June 5, 2009
drug test was negative yesterday so maybe people will baaaack off and stop doubting me
and maybe my boyfriend will stop letting his suspicions get the …
drug test was negative yesterday so maybe people will baaaack off and stop doubting me
and maybe my boyfriend will stop letting his suspicions get the …
aghhh i cant sit still for five minutes
all i do lately is cook and clean
and the house isnt even dirty! x[
im driving myself insane.. no joke
I was sorting through my messages and found one from you. I hope you are doing well. :)
Congratulations! We didn't doubt you for a second.
ha i changed it just for you :-P
I'm sorry I haven't been on in a few days, I've been so busy with my sons Graduation! That was on Monday June 1rst and the party is Saturday. I have soo much to do. I read about the pipe & nobody believing you & I'm soooo sorry, it will get better I promise. I believe you sweetie! Mr.A & the rest will to but its going to take some time. Please be patient with them as I think their just scared. Unfortuntally it takes sometime to gain back the trust, its not just you sweetie! All addicts go thru a period of time that people stil think the worst. You hang in there and as you gain more time they will gain more trust. Again I'm sorry I haven't been here for you! Things will be back to normal for me after Saturday. I'm sending you superhero status becuase you are a super hero for coming as far as you have with such stregnth! (also all moms are superhero's). I believe you & I love you sweetie, you keep up the good work. I'll talk to you soon! love ya, Cheryl
Thought you could use one.
7/27/07.. by far the worst day of my life
it started as verbal fights and escalated to the point of him hitting me..
raped when i was fifteen by my first boyfriend then again just a few months ago.. one of them is in prison.. the other continually tries to contact me
..