Atay's Journal

Can't tell what is bothering me so much.  A little panicky.  With this feeling like I need to DO something, yet knowing there is something bothering me.  I am assuming it's money, but I don't know how to fix the problem.  I can't get health insurance for my daughter, but we haven't had it so far.  What is it?  My father's death?  My daughter's changing?  I don't know.