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8:03pm, July 20, 2009
Well, I'm in a funk, that's for sure. And of course I'm bummed further because I have to time it just for when I have ten days by myself without my daughter. I'm completely bored and nearly depressed. I am going out walking on hikes, reading books, relaxing, but nothing feels good. I went for a long walk with a friend even. That was good. I always am in need of that outside stimulation it seems. Not content with myself perhaps. I want to eat candy but I am trying to lose the 5lbs, so that's out. Guess i'll go watch a movie and hope that this feeling passes.






Good idea losing yourself in a movie! That often does it for me! Especially curling up in a corner with my little portable DVD player! Sort of like sucking my thumb! Ha ha!
beiceth